For the first time in forever

The last few days have largely been uneventful. I’ve been reading the visual dictionary, which I’ve just finished today, watching films (mostly whatever has been on bbc1) and at night gaming a bit (usually a day on Stardew and Elder Scrolls Online, I’ve almost finished the main quest of Elsweyr at last on it).

I’ve been slowly ficcing and I hope to get it done today after lunch. Hopefully creativity will return fully soon.

Tomorrow the plan is to go to Birmingham to look for stuff in the sales, not that I expect there to be much. We’ll be hitting up the forbidden planets first in case they have Star Wars stuff cheap or TUA funkos, (or the comics I’m looking for). Other than that I wanna check out the new Lego store and look to see what the entertainer, the works and Disney store have. At the same time I’m kinda... not looking forward to it? A part of me just wants to stay nice and cozy at home without having to deal with people.

The main annoyance of the last few days though is that depression has been back. Mostly at night (the worst being when I went to bed and couldn’t sleep, still being awake after 5am). It’s annoying to have the sadness fall over me like a shroud repeatedly. It comes and goes and I dunno why. It’s annoying, feeling this apathy and sadness, especially when it keeps me up at night.

Hopefully it goes away soon but... ehh

Edit: I did a post here


I’m gonna go through the comments at some point to find new peeps to add.

I’m doing snowflake again next month since it was fun this year

Send To All

Send To All
Pairing: Gerard Way/Ray Toro
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: smut
Notes: For the prompt, Gerard/Ray send to all from wenchpixie sorry it’s took awhile to actually get to these. Sickness kicked my ass and then creativity was just.... gone, ugh. Hopefully I can get through these prompts now🖤
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