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Apr. 17th, 2026 05:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shadowhiveUgh these past few days have been such low energy which has turned to depression energy which… ugh. It’s been a mix of exhausting and annoying.
This hasn’t really been helped by issues the past days too.
First the cats haven’t been eating that ludicrously expensive food mum strongarmed me into trying for them. The usual stuff didn’t come with the shopping either so right after the food shop was delivered I off, alone and tired, to the co-op by the station. Naturally that meant I came back and was tired, so just flopped upstairs.
Wednesday mum got moody, which leaked onto me so that night was just… bleh. I dunno I try and keep my bad moods/thoughts inside so they don’t infect people and she doesn’t even bother.
Yesterday was already gonna be stressful cause of the stupid call. At least it’s with the usual one guy, who is usually just a yapper instead of being rude.
But ugh. So last week the vacuum stopped working and I told mum when my money went in I’d see about sorting one. Trouble is she found one on Amazon and it was on easy payments, which was fine… until it had been put on an old card and when I changed it to a current one it must have changed it so instead of being around £22 out came almost £140 which… ugh. I didn’t even know until I checked money yesterday before it came and was so frustrated.
Mum paniced about it and almost sent it back but I just…ugh. It’s the timing which is irritating. It’s record store day tomorrow and the whole thing has really put me off wanting to go.
The record shop has put up details (so I know prices of all the stuff) but it also opens at 8 am which is pretty much an impossibility to get there for so even if I go I might not get what I want (and one thing I hoped for isn’t in the listening). So… ugh I dunno what’s happening tomorrow. I’ve gone back and forth all day and it’s not helped my mood.
(Also oddly free comic book day, which is in two weeks, doesn’t have any marvel stuff at all. Usually it has a regular Marvel thing, sometimes 2, and a Star Wars one, but there’s nothing which is so odd)
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Oh the good side of things (cause there has been some).
I got just one thing from the hmv Arrow sale, which was Warning From Space which came the other day. It’s a Japanese sci fi film with literal starfish aliens so I’ve wanted to see it for awhile. I’d also preordered Cold Storage (as a 4k exclusive) and got a student discount for both which was a plus.
Monday was also Maul, which was pretty good! I love the series so far.
Unfortunately I’ve not felt like reading anything, either comics, magazines or books, mostly cause mood and energy have been trash which sucks. Nor have I been able to watch stuff (I had hoped to watch the next Doctor Who ep and the Artemis thing that was on tv but saw neither)
Yesterday a package fromfadefur came which included a cute lil snail, t-shirt, pins and other nice things plus a sweet note. There was also the Dustin figure which is so cool! It’s still baffling to me they only did 3 series 5 figures that scale. I know they’d not do everyone but you’d think they’d have done at least Vecna and Will. but ah well.
There was also a new Mandalorian trailer last which was so cool. I really am so hyped for the film! It’s wild that the odeon are getting an AT-AT popcorn bucket which apparently has lights and sounds and looks wild.
Today’s been a low energy day, but I did go on the Tomodachi Life demo thing which has made me want the full game. Maybe I’ll get it tomorrow if I don’t go, or if the main record I want isn’t there.
This hasn’t really been helped by issues the past days too.
First the cats haven’t been eating that ludicrously expensive food mum strongarmed me into trying for them. The usual stuff didn’t come with the shopping either so right after the food shop was delivered I off, alone and tired, to the co-op by the station. Naturally that meant I came back and was tired, so just flopped upstairs.
Wednesday mum got moody, which leaked onto me so that night was just… bleh. I dunno I try and keep my bad moods/thoughts inside so they don’t infect people and she doesn’t even bother.
Yesterday was already gonna be stressful cause of the stupid call. At least it’s with the usual one guy, who is usually just a yapper instead of being rude.
But ugh. So last week the vacuum stopped working and I told mum when my money went in I’d see about sorting one. Trouble is she found one on Amazon and it was on easy payments, which was fine… until it had been put on an old card and when I changed it to a current one it must have changed it so instead of being around £22 out came almost £140 which… ugh. I didn’t even know until I checked money yesterday before it came and was so frustrated.
Mum paniced about it and almost sent it back but I just…ugh. It’s the timing which is irritating. It’s record store day tomorrow and the whole thing has really put me off wanting to go.
The record shop has put up details (so I know prices of all the stuff) but it also opens at 8 am which is pretty much an impossibility to get there for so even if I go I might not get what I want (and one thing I hoped for isn’t in the listening). So… ugh I dunno what’s happening tomorrow. I’ve gone back and forth all day and it’s not helped my mood.
(Also oddly free comic book day, which is in two weeks, doesn’t have any marvel stuff at all. Usually it has a regular Marvel thing, sometimes 2, and a Star Wars one, but there’s nothing which is so odd)
***
Oh the good side of things (cause there has been some).
I got just one thing from the hmv Arrow sale, which was Warning From Space which came the other day. It’s a Japanese sci fi film with literal starfish aliens so I’ve wanted to see it for awhile. I’d also preordered Cold Storage (as a 4k exclusive) and got a student discount for both which was a plus.
Monday was also Maul, which was pretty good! I love the series so far.
Unfortunately I’ve not felt like reading anything, either comics, magazines or books, mostly cause mood and energy have been trash which sucks. Nor have I been able to watch stuff (I had hoped to watch the next Doctor Who ep and the Artemis thing that was on tv but saw neither)
Yesterday a package from
fadefur came which included a cute lil snail, t-shirt, pins and other nice things plus a sweet note. There was also the Dustin figure which is so cool! It’s still baffling to me they only did 3 series 5 figures that scale. I know they’d not do everyone but you’d think they’d have done at least Vecna and Will. but ah well.There was also a new Mandalorian trailer last which was so cool. I really am so hyped for the film! It’s wild that the odeon are getting an AT-AT popcorn bucket which apparently has lights and sounds and looks wild.
Today’s been a low energy day, but I did go on the Tomodachi Life demo thing which has made me want the full game. Maybe I’ll get it tomorrow if I don’t go, or if the main record I want isn’t there.
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Date: 2026-04-17 10:44 pm (UTC)