It rains in heaven all day long
Apr. 23rd, 2019 01:04 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shadowhiveSo I’ve not done a non-fic post in about a week so here goes I guess.
First, I was worried I was fucked with my project for uni but! The sunflower seeds started to grow thank fuck. One seems to have stalled but the rest are growing nicely which is a relief.
Thursday we went to get mum’s pills. It resulted in me going in Sainsbury’s but it was a bit of a bust cause there was none of the Lego Star Wars sets from the sale there. Disappointing, but we got a few other things.
Friday I went to Home Bargains to pick up stuff and ended up with a pack Star Wars figures I’d not seen, yay! But I ended up overspending a bit ugh. I did watch the Discovery finale and holy fuck, it was so good. A real culmination of the series so far (though sad too because of Pike leaving and Cornwell :() I watched Doctor Strange after that too which is still pretty good.
Saturday mum’s friend came round and she is just... I mean she’s nice enough really but she’s so loud and insufferable (which makes mum loud too) and so I couldn’t focus. I tried to watch Kubo and the two strings but I lost track of it pretty quick because of it.
After she left (which felt longer than usual) we took Naryu for a quick walk and settled to watch Fantastic Beasts The Crimes Of Grindlewald since we missed it at the cinema. Holy fuck, the reviews were right. What a train wreck of a movie. It was such a mess and I was so disappointed. (Where were the crimes? And what the hell did they do to Queenie? And why was it such a mess?) I can see now why Lego only made the one set (which was of one of the few good parts). Mum said it was the worst thing we’d seen since the Blade Runner sequel and I have to agree. I had hoped people were exaggerating but... nope. How did they mess it up so much?
I did get my Easter eggs though so yay chocolate! And I had my Easter Lego set of the Praetorian guards which is small but pretty nice.
And Resistance was good too, though it means sadness is coming as our disaster Kaz is going to lose everyone. And BB-8 finally left which was good to see.
Sunday we watched better films. After catching Doctor Strange on Friday I wanted to watch Thor Ragnarok before Infinity War so it became a double bill. Ragnarok is such an awesome film, definitely the best Thor film. I’m so not ready for Endgame though. I hope my boys don’t die though... I dunno. Maybe I’ll do a follow up to my fic depending on how it goes.
Music wise I’ve been listening to a The New Regime, FOB’s Mania and, oddly, Armor For Sleep today (And Gravity). I did start the Magnus archives too, which is super creepy and I love it. There was new music too, Raiders finally put out a song as did Motionless (I only like the one song, but it reminded me how sexy Chris was and which I could write him again/get more content of him).
That leads me to today. This week is my week off uni for Easter so my general plan has been to read my fic tabs of doom, read more Queen’s Shadow, catch up on podcasts, game and write (including hopefully finishing my serial killer kliego fic).
However this morning was interrupted by my depression trying to blanket me. It’s a hard thing to describe for those that don’t get depression, mainly because it was a wave of sadness with no cause. I wish it did, especially when people asked about it and I wasn’t sure what to tell them. It was just... random sadness.
Thankfully it disipated before it could latch onto something, which would’ve been worse. I don’t need to hyper focus on the people that fucked me over, nor play at my insecurities. Still a part of me worries it’ll come back. That remains to be seen though. Maybe it’s because mum’s birthday is close and the reminder of the cold message I got from Nat last year is lingering. Who knows though?
The rest of the day has been spent not doing much. I couldn’t focus on fic, so after a sesssion which cleared my head I caught the first Captain America film on film 4 (it’s my least favourite of the cap films but seems to get a little better each rewatch).
After that I finally watched Venom, which I got from Sainsbury’s with Beasts. I’d heard good things about it and, thank fuck. People were right! I loved it so much. Go see it if you haven’t because Symbrock is just perfect. There better be a sequel, because they have such potential. (And Eddie is so pure and a disaster)
First, I was worried I was fucked with my project for uni but! The sunflower seeds started to grow thank fuck. One seems to have stalled but the rest are growing nicely which is a relief.
Thursday we went to get mum’s pills. It resulted in me going in Sainsbury’s but it was a bit of a bust cause there was none of the Lego Star Wars sets from the sale there. Disappointing, but we got a few other things.
Friday I went to Home Bargains to pick up stuff and ended up with a pack Star Wars figures I’d not seen, yay! But I ended up overspending a bit ugh. I did watch the Discovery finale and holy fuck, it was so good. A real culmination of the series so far (though sad too because of Pike leaving and Cornwell :() I watched Doctor Strange after that too which is still pretty good.
Saturday mum’s friend came round and she is just... I mean she’s nice enough really but she’s so loud and insufferable (which makes mum loud too) and so I couldn’t focus. I tried to watch Kubo and the two strings but I lost track of it pretty quick because of it.
After she left (which felt longer than usual) we took Naryu for a quick walk and settled to watch Fantastic Beasts The Crimes Of Grindlewald since we missed it at the cinema. Holy fuck, the reviews were right. What a train wreck of a movie. It was such a mess and I was so disappointed. (Where were the crimes? And what the hell did they do to Queenie? And why was it such a mess?) I can see now why Lego only made the one set (which was of one of the few good parts). Mum said it was the worst thing we’d seen since the Blade Runner sequel and I have to agree. I had hoped people were exaggerating but... nope. How did they mess it up so much?
I did get my Easter eggs though so yay chocolate! And I had my Easter Lego set of the Praetorian guards which is small but pretty nice.
And Resistance was good too, though it means sadness is coming as our disaster Kaz is going to lose everyone. And BB-8 finally left which was good to see.
Sunday we watched better films. After catching Doctor Strange on Friday I wanted to watch Thor Ragnarok before Infinity War so it became a double bill. Ragnarok is such an awesome film, definitely the best Thor film. I’m so not ready for Endgame though. I hope my boys don’t die though... I dunno. Maybe I’ll do a follow up to my fic depending on how it goes.
Music wise I’ve been listening to a The New Regime, FOB’s Mania and, oddly, Armor For Sleep today (And Gravity). I did start the Magnus archives too, which is super creepy and I love it. There was new music too, Raiders finally put out a song as did Motionless (I only like the one song, but it reminded me how sexy Chris was and which I could write him again/get more content of him).
That leads me to today. This week is my week off uni for Easter so my general plan has been to read my fic tabs of doom, read more Queen’s Shadow, catch up on podcasts, game and write (including hopefully finishing my serial killer kliego fic).
However this morning was interrupted by my depression trying to blanket me. It’s a hard thing to describe for those that don’t get depression, mainly because it was a wave of sadness with no cause. I wish it did, especially when people asked about it and I wasn’t sure what to tell them. It was just... random sadness.
Thankfully it disipated before it could latch onto something, which would’ve been worse. I don’t need to hyper focus on the people that fucked me over, nor play at my insecurities. Still a part of me worries it’ll come back. That remains to be seen though. Maybe it’s because mum’s birthday is close and the reminder of the cold message I got from Nat last year is lingering. Who knows though?
The rest of the day has been spent not doing much. I couldn’t focus on fic, so after a sesssion which cleared my head I caught the first Captain America film on film 4 (it’s my least favourite of the cap films but seems to get a little better each rewatch).
After that I finally watched Venom, which I got from Sainsbury’s with Beasts. I’d heard good things about it and, thank fuck. People were right! I loved it so much. Go see it if you haven’t because Symbrock is just perfect. There better be a sequel, because they have such potential. (And Eddie is so pure and a disaster)
