shadowhive: (Anthony Restrained)
[personal profile] shadowhive
Distraction/Discovery
Pairing: Anthony Martinez/Lucas Woodland
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: rubber verse, bdsm
Notes: So I intended to finish this close to the first part and then my brain decided nope, no words. So I stalled for *checks* several weeks now fuck. The intent was for this to just be two parts and I feel that this could be where it ends, yet at the same time I also feel there’s a part 3 and I’m undecided on that so… we’ll see. Maybe I’ll work on something else first

Part 1

Lucas had to admit it was a little strange being on tour and not getting up onstage himself, but it was nice to be able to watch Anthony perform without being focussed on his own show. He had to admit he certainly knew how to put on a show and he was always mesmerised by his performance. Of course that meant right after shows Anthony dragged him into the nearest unoccupied space, kissing him passionately and maybe more, depending on the scheduling after the show.

He did find that his mind still wondered back to Funeral. He had contacted the others before leaving the Uk and they had confirmed Rich’s story, that Matt had been difficult. He hadn’t wanted to believe it, had wanted it to be just resentment about him leaving when he did but…

But he tried his best to put it out of his head and live in the moment, which seemed to be Anthony’s mantra. And if there was anyone he’d want to live in the moment with it was Anthony.

***

“Thank fuck!” Anthony said as he flopped on the bed in their hotel room in Helsinki. “Don’t get me wrong I absolutely love touring and travelling, but it’s gonna be so nice just to stay in one place for a few days and have a break from all that you know?”

“Yeah I get what you mean.” Lucas set his bag down, then joined him on the queen sized bed, grateful for the softness of the blankets.

“And I love the guys too, but it’ll be nice for it to be just the two of us.” Anthony turned to face him, a broad smile on his face. “I’m glad you decided to come with me.”

“Me too.”

They laid there in comfortable silence for a few moments, enjoying how comfortable the bed was after travelling for so long.

Eventually Anthony broke the silence. “I think we should christen this bed don’t you?” He grinned, his hand trailing along Lucas’ thigh.

“Mmm what did you have in mind?” Lucas asked, his legs parting at his touch.

***

The Riff was a bar that was fairly close to the hotel and Lucas was fairly sure that was intentional on his part. Like the name suggested the place was themed around music, with instruments and images of musicians on the walls. At least he assumed they were all musicians, the ones he recognised were. He noticed behind the bar that there was a board of Polaroid pictures, though he couldn’t make them out as he weren’t to find a seat while Anthony got them some drinks.

From the booth that he’d found he watched Anthony talk to the guy tending bar, an older man with dark hair. As he watched them talk he couldn’t help but wonder if he was one of those kinky Finns that Anthony had mentioned. He couldn’t help but feel a slight pang of jealous, though he shook that from his head, looking around the space absently instead.

Anthony soon returned, though notably he didn’t have any drinks in his hands. “Come on, Jussi has something we simply have to see.”

“Jussi?” Lucas asked as he got out of his seat.

“Yeah, he owns the place.” Anthony said quickly, taking his hand in his. “Come on.”

The man, Jussi, had left the bar, a woman taking over for him and he was heading through a door in the back of the room. He didn’t so much walk as he sauntered, the various chains that he wore clinging as he walked. The pair of him followed him through the door, along a corridor and down some stairs. Lucas wasn’t sure why Anthony seemed so excited to be in the basement of a bar, surely all that would be down here would be casks and bottles of various types of alcohol.

It was only when they stopped in front of a door that Jussi turned to smile broadly at him. “You must be Lucas, Anthony has told me about you.”

“Yeah I am.” Lucas returned the smile a little nervously. “Though I’m not sure why we’re in the basement of your bar.”

He laughed, his smile becoming a grin and he reached into his pocket. “Every so often we host an exhibit that my bandmate likes to put on. He was due to put one on this week but he has business elsewhere.” He pulled out a key from his pocket. “But his business was so last minute everything is set up, so I’m able to let Anthony, and yourself, in for a quick viewing.”

Beside him Anthony seemed more excited about this exhibit, bouncing on his heels next to him and Lucas wondered what it was that could possibly be that interested him so much. Jussi unlocked the door, then pushed it open, gesturing for them to step inside.

Lucas wasn’t sure what to expect as he stepped into the dark space, Jussi turning in the lights but he never could have predicted what he saw around him. There were several figures around the room, covered head to toe in rubber so they were completely featureless. They were in various poses, one was on all fours, another had it’s arms stretch above it’s head and two more were posed like they were fucking.

As Anthony went to admire them Lucas felt himself blush as he looked at them, instead turning towards Jussi. “What are these things? Are they mannequins or something?”

Jussi chuckled, then looked over at Anthony before continuing. “No, these are all people. They’re men that Jyrki has deemed worthy of this treatment. Well… almost all of them.” He paused, glancing at one of them pointedly, though Lucas couldn’t tell which one.

“Jyrki, he’s the guy you mentioned?”

“Uh huh. He’s the singer in my band, The 69 Eyes.” The name didn’t ring any bells for Lucas, though that didn’t surprise him as he didn’t know any Finnish bands. Maybe he’d have to change that. “You’d probably like him, he has a similar style to Anthony here.”

“Yeah cept unlike me he’s a 100% dom top.” Anthony added from across the room and Lucas couldn’t help but both smile and be slightly intrigued by this mystery man.

“That he is.” Jussi agreed with a sly smile. “But I fear I’ve got sidetracked from your original question. These are all men that are troublemakers to various degrees.”

“And they’re in these suits as a kind of… punishment?”

“The way Jyrki explained it to me.” Anthony spoke from behind him, wrapping hims arms around Lucas’ chest to hold him close. He could feel his bulge through his leather trousers pressing against his ass and he felt his cheeks flush a. Little more. “Was that the once the suit is on someone it makes them completely mindless and under the control of whoever put them in it.”

“It’s a little more involved than that. But yes that’s the jist of it.” Jussi nodded with a sly smile.

Lucas found himself looking at the nearest suits, the ones that were posed like they were fucking. One was on all fours while the other was behind him, his crotch pressed up against his ass. He wondered what they had done to deserve their fates, but also what it was like in there with the rubber clinging to his skin. And what it would feel like to be mindless, featureless, completely at the whim of someone else.

“You’re thinking about it aren’t you?” Jussi’s words broke him from his thoughts.

“Huh, how did you…”

“It has that effect on people.” Jussi smirked, then went to the door, opening it up again. “Come on, we can talk about this upstairs. Unless the two of you want to head off alone.” He nodded to Lucas’ crotch and he found himself blushing.

“I wanna know more.” Anthony breathed, his hips pressing against Lucas’ ass. “Though I am horny as fuck.”

Jussi chuckled softly, apparently amused by their state. “Well I can certainly help with that.” For a moment he wonder if he was offering to fuck them and Lucas wouldn’t have declined. “First let’s get you out of here.” He gestured for them to leave, then flicked the light off, shutting and locking the door behind them once they were outside the room. He then used another key to open the door at the end of the corridor, crossing the threshold and turning the light on, illuminating what lay within.

For the second time that night Lucas was surprised by what lay beyond a door in this bar’s basement.

Inside was what could only be described as a sex dungeon. Lucas looked around the space, his wide as he looked at the chains, cages, fucking machines and things he didn’t even know what they were. And then there were some ‘normal’ furnishings, a leather chair, a large bed, numerous chests, drawers and closets that no doubt contained more fetish stuff that would make his head spin.

“I’ll leave you two to it.” Jussi smiled, again clearly amused by Lucas’ expression. “I’ll leave the key in the door just lock up when you’re done.”

As soon as he was gone Anthony’s lips were on his, pulling him into a passionate kiss. Lucas melted against his, parting his lips and closing his eyes, enjoying the feeling of his tongue lapping at his own and his hands roaming his body. “I’d love to use everything in here on you.” He whispered, his voice low with lust, his hand moving lower to squeeze his ass. “But I don’t want to overwhelm you. Is there something that appeals to you?”

Lucas turned in his arms, his eyes scanning over the room again. He was right, it was all overwhelming, especially since the kinkiest they’d been so far was him licking Anthony’s boots and being handcuffed. This felt like jumping in the deep end of a pool and someone else’s at that.

His gaze was drawn to an X shaped frame, with restraints in the corners. “That.” He pointed to it and he felt Anthony’s chin rest on his shoulder as he followed his gaze.

“Oh nice choice.” Anthony kissed his neck, then whispered softly in his ear. “I’ve one just like it back home.” That sent a shiver through Lucas for some reason. He knew he was kinky but didn’t expect him to have a piece of kit like that. “I’d love to get you in it someday, but for now this will do.” He kissed his neck in the same spot, then stepped away from him. “Now be a good boy for me and strip.”

Another shiver and Lucas nodded, removing his jacket and looking for a place to put it. “The basket by the door.” Anthony told him helpfully and Lucas went over to it, dropping the jacket inside. Soon after his t-shirt joined it, then his jeans and underwear, then he left his shoes by the side of the basket.

“Good boy.” Anthony smiled, beckoning him over to him. He was still fully dressed, but that somehow made it even better. “You look so sexy.” He whispered, his fingers stroked along his chest, going up to his neck, stroking along the curve of it. “You’d look even better with a collar, but I’m not going to use someone else’s. When I collar you it should be mine.” Another shiver went through him and he nodded.

“I’d like that.” He whispered softly and Anthony kissed him, running his hands all over him before pulling away.

“Now get against the frame.” Lucas did as he was told and Anthony manoeuvred his arms to the restraints, buckling them into place. Then he crouched down on his knees, guiding each of Lucas’s legs into the corners, restraining them as well. “How does it feel?” Anthony asked when he was back on his feet. “Not too tight?”

Lucas shook his head, glancing at his left wrist. It was secured enough to keep him in place, but not tight enough that he’d lose feeling in hand. “No it feels good.”

“Good.” Anthony kissed along the back of his neck, before whispering in his ear. “Now I have you completely at my mercy.” He dragged his nails down his sides, making Lucas let out a gasp. “Part of me wants to use every single thing in here on you, to see you covered marks, filled and crying. You’d look so wrecked when I was done with you….” The words were soft and filled with oust, making Lucas tremble.

“But not tonight.” He slapped his ass sharply, making him cry out. “Not here.” He nipped at his neck and then he was gone, leaving Lucas shuddering and needy.

It wasn’t long before he’d returned and Lucas felt his slick fingers slip between his cheeks. He relaxed as they brushed against his hole, two of them sliding into him easily. “Fuck I need to be in you.” Anthony purred the words as he started to work his fingers, stretching him open. A wordless groan tumbled from Lucas’ lips as he spread his fingers.

“We need to buy you a plug so you can nice and open for me whenever I want.” His voice was low, full of lust as he slipped in a third, spreading all three of them inside him. “Fuck… I can’t wait any longer.” He kissed his neck, eased them out and then he was gone again. He heard the sound of him undoing his zipper and could picture him lubing himself up.

Then Anthony was behind him again, the slick head of his dick pressing against his hole. With a thrust of his hips he was buried inside him and Lucas couldn’t help but moan, his eyelids flickering closed. Again Anthony attacked his neck, kissing and nipping at his skin as he started to move, his hips thrusting roughly against him.

Lucas closed his eyes, enjoying the each and every harsh thrust Anthony gave him. It was so hot, being like this, being restrained like this, being filled by him. It really felt, in a strange way, like being owned by him. He moaned as the head of Anthony’s cock hit his spot and his fingers clutched at the cross, holding it tightly. His own cock brushed against the padding, hard and aching, desperate for contact.

A hand slipped around his waist, taking ahold of his dick, starting to stroke him. “I want you to cum for me, make a mess of this cross.” He whispered low in his ear, punctuating every other word with a snap of his hips. “And then you’re going to lick up every drop.”

Something about that sparked something in Lucas’ brain and he let out a chocked sound as he came, shooting across the cross’s padding. Anthony let out a breathless sound. “Good boy.” He whispered and, with a handful of more thrusts, he came inside him as well.

As soon as he eased out he sank to his knees, undoing the ankle restraints and taking the opportunity to lick between his cheeks. It wasn’t more than a few quick swipes of his tongue but it still made Lucas shiver. When Anthony got to his feet he freed his wrists, turning him around to place a quick kiss on his lips. “Now you better clean up and be quick about it.”

With a shaky breath Lucas sank to his knees and started to lick his mess off the cross’ padding.

***

Jussi leaned back in seat, staring at them, his eyes slightly shadowed by the hat he was wearing. They were all in a booth in a back room upstairs, presumably so their conversation wouldn’t be overheard. It made sense, after all he probably didn’t want it to be overheard by random people that there was an ‘exhibit’ and sex dungeon downstairs. “So did you boys have fun downstairs?” He was grinning as he spoke, clearly already knowing he the answer.

Lucas blushed as he took a swig of his drink, meanwhile Anthony just smirked from beside him. “Sure did. Thanks for letting us use the space.”

“Not at all.” Jussi waved one of his gloved hands dismissively, a sly smile on his face. “So I can tell you and your boyfriend have questions about the exhibit, so why don’t you ask away?”

At the mention of boyfriend Lucas felt butterflies in his stomach and he glanced sidelong at Anthony. He was smiling, but didn’t correct him, instead placing a hand on Lucas’ knee, giving it a squeeze. “Yeah, Jyrki mentioned some stuff about it to me but not much, just enough to make me wanna see for myself.” At that Jussi smiled and Lucas suspected that was a story he’d heard before. “I guess I just wondered if it’s permanent.”

Jussi seemed to consider the question for a few moments before speaking. “In theory it can be undone, but the longer someone is in a suit the harder it is to reverse, to bring them back to themselves.” He gestured vaguely down below. “Those you have seen they probably couldn’t come back, though that’s pretty irrelevant for them. They deserve to be kept in their suits.”

Anthony listened intently, nodding along and only when he was sure Jussi had finished did he speak. “Would about someone that wants to wear one, just to see what it’s like to be blank and mindless.”

“Ah I see why you’re asked.” Jussi chuckled softly, leaning forward as he looks Anthony over. “You want to become one of them.”

Anthony’s cheeks flushed a little and he grinned. “I have to admit I am intrigued by it, to know what it’s like. Have been ever since Jyrki mentioned it. But…” He looked over at Lucas, his hand squeezing his thigh. “I wouldn’t want it if it’s permanent, or if there’s even a risk of it.”

Jussi was smiling, watching him intently as he spoke. “You’re not the first to ask for that treatment. Part of me thinks it’s the suits themselves, making people want it. But if you’ve had the thoughts without even seeing one before today…” He rubbed his chin with a gloved hand, looking thoughtful. “We’ll see. Perhaps we can arrange something before you have to leave.” Anthony grinned and then Jussi’s gaze was on Lucas, looking at him intently. “And what about you Lucas, do you have questions? Or do you just want to join your boyfriend in mindlessness?”

Lucas felt himself flush and he had to admit part of him was curious by the whole thing. “I don’t know, seeing them is the first I’ve heard about all of this.” He wondered if most people who saw the exhibit were like Anthony, already having an expectation as to what they were going to see down there. “I guess I wonder what you mean when you say that the people down there are troublesome. Like what does that mean?”

“A fair question!” Jussi replied, letting out a soft laugh. “Most of the men that are exhibits are from bands and have screwed them over in some way. For instance there’s a local man who was someone that had a big ego and had no respect for the bands that he was in. Then there was another one from an American band, they’d kicked him out for bad behaviour but he still persisted and so…” He gestured vaguely and Lucas got what he meant. “But most of those that get the treatment are kept with the people that fucked them over, used as stress relief or fuck toys.” When he finished speaking Jussi looked at him with a sudden intentness that made Lucas squirm.

“There’s someone you have in mind isn’t there?”

“Kind of. I mean… not exactly. I mean…” Lucas swallowed, biting his lip. There was something about the way that Jussi was looking at him, something that unsettled him a bit but also made him want to open up. “It’s not someone in my band, the guys in Holding Absence are all great, there’s no problems there.” Jussi smiled kindly, even though Lucas was sure he’d no idea who his band even was. “But I’ve been asked to join another band for a few gigs because their singer has left and… he sounds like he might qualify. But I’m not sure.”

“Well why don’t you tell me about him and I’ll give you my thoughts on if he is.”

Lucas nodded and told him as much as he had found out over the past few days about Matt and his actions with the band. Jussi nodded along, listening intently as he told him all he knew. He asked him a few questions here and there but mostly just let him talk.

Once Lucas had finished Jussi seemed to consider for a few moments, taking a few long swigs from his drink. Then he finally spoke. “I think it sounds like he definitely qualifies.” He leaned forward in his seat, looking Lucas in the eyes. “If you want I can provide you with a suit to take with you and use on him. I’ll talk you through the basics about it before you go. But…” He paused, downing the last dregs of his drink. “The decision ultimately rests with you. But this is all so new to you, so why don’t you get some rest and we can discuss it another time.”

“Yeah that’s a good idea.” Lucas nodded, feeling glad to have got it all off his chest at least. It felt good to have someone say that they agreed that Matt’s behaviour was wrong, but he wasn’t sure if he should take it further and was glad he hadn’t made a commitment either way.

And then there was another thing that he’d said that crossed his mind, that felt more urgent.

***

When they were back at the hotel he flopped on the bed, feeling tired from what had proven to be unexpectedly overwhelming. Anthony joined him, lying beside him with a smile. “Anthony…” He whispered as the other man reached up, brushing a strand of hair from his face. “I’m thinking about what he said….”

“It was a lot to take in I know. I should have told you about the suits before we went but I didn’t think…”

“Not about the suits. Well they were a lot to take in that’s true, but that’s not what I mean.” Anthony gave him a slightly quizzical expression but didn’t interrupt him, his fingers cupping his face. “He called me your boyfriend and I just… it made me wonder…” He bit his lip again, then said the words softly. “What we are.”

“Well that’s a big question. And a very valid question really.” He paused for a moment, clearly gathering his thoughts before answering him. “You know when this all started I just thought that this was going to be a bit of fun you know? A tour fling, nothing serious and I could tell you needed a distraction. But…” He let out a soft sigh, looking at him fondly. “You’re sweet Lucas. And kind and adorable and sexy. I really like you Lucas. I…” Again he paused, considering saying what he was about to. “Fuck it. I think I love you Lucas. But I didn’t want to say it, didn’t want to ruin what we had. Cause I’m heading back to America soon and you’re heading back to Wales and who knows when we’ll see each other again and I…”

Lucas leaned in and kissed him, soft and sweet. His heart was fluttering from every word he’d said. “I think I love you too. And we can make this work, that is if you want to.” Anthony nodded and grinned, kissing him back passionately.

They both fell asleep soon after, curled up in on another’s arms and Lucas never felt more content.

Date: 2025-06-13 04:28 pm (UTC)
fleshdoll: (awsten (waterparks) ☆ white cherry)
From: [personal profile] fleshdoll
🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 IM ABOUT TO CRY THIS WAS SO SWEET THE ENDING MADE MY HEART MELT WTF IT WAS SO CUTE!!!! im a hardcore anthony/lucas shipper now and it is all your fault 😭😭 they complement each other so well and u can tell they feel deeply about it and gsgdhjgkg

ok enough of me being a sappy f🩷ggot the way im literally aro and irl romance makes me want to throw up and yet here i am rolling around on my bed about gay band guys i think one of my fav things is that the two of them are pretty unfamiliar with kink in general (or at least lucas is) and then BAM heres some mind wiped men in full leather and they’re like “…oh wait that’s based and hot actually” (relatable).

how cool would it be to have a sex dungeon that lowkey has museum exhibits in the basement of a bar lmfaoooo I like the thought of clueless ppl upstairs like “bro im just here for a tall glass of whiskey, my wife is leaving me and taking the kids” meanwhile Lucas is getting whole ass railed in the basement 😭😭

loved that smut scene btw it was very hot to see them fall into more extreme dom/sub roles,,, 😳😳 idk what a cross frame is but it sounds fun asf lowkey. Lucas was so cuteeee aaa getting off to licking up ur own cum >>>>> 😌🩷

and I LOVE how smoothly it all tied in to the first part you wrote, with Matt undergoing his… rubber suitification for lack of a better word. im also totally here for Lucas, the softer and shyer one, being the one who’s like “HEY I KNOW AN BALLGARGLING ASSHOLE WHO WE SHOULD MIND WIPE” like yes u sweet twink I support you we stan a lowkey unhinged king

ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT, A PIECE OF ART I WOULD DISPLAY IN MY HOME WITHOUT QUESTION 👌👌👌👌🩷🩷🩷

Date: 2025-06-13 08:11 pm (UTC)
carrythefire: (anthony reach)
From: [personal profile] carrythefire
I really love how this was like...cute and wild at the same time! It's kinda domestic, with the pair just enjoying each other's company, but at the same time Lucas' mind is still lingering on Matt and the slightly bad taste he left, so to speak.

The way the scene was set with them in The Riff, with Lucas firstly taking the time to just take the place in was great. How he appreciated it being all rock-themed, and recognising various bands on the wall and shit :D Also Lucas being all jealous of Anthony speaking to Jussi, aaaahhh man has it bad for him huh <3 <3

I really loved how excited Anthony was to see the exhibit, and although Lucas was a little more reserved, he sort of fed off Anthony's excitement a little too, and found himself getting intrigued about the suits - although how much of that is organic, and how much is the suits calling to him...well, I guess that remains to be seen huh 👀👀👀

Also side note, I genuinely LOVE how Jussi is keeping his little secret, acting like it's Jyrki that knows all the ins and outs about the suited men, and that all he knows is what Jyrki has told him. That was sooo smart!

Also also Jussi just agreeing with Anthony about Jyrki being a total top and having that sly smile, I kind of feel like this comment has a double meaning somehow! (And makes me think of that very random idea I mentioned of potentially Jussi introducing him to the rubber by making him wear it, heh. Kind of maybe makes me want to develop it further.........................)

The fact that Jussi completely just clocked the pair and just opened up his sex dungeon for them to use, hahahah, I feel the guy is very perceptive (but on the other hand I guess they weren't being subtle either)

Lucas being immediately drawn to the St Andrews cross was just life, haha. I guess that is totally going to become a thing with Anthony thanks to that video, isn't it? :D I loved how well they played together too, they make a nice matchup. Lucas is all quiet and shy, and Anthony is more in-your-face, and they bring out the best in one another. They just seem like a really nice pairing and it just works so good. Also the fact Anthony wanted to collar Lucas but didn't want to collar him with a collar not his own? Oh yes hahahaa

I really enjoyed the bit of the pair with Jussi afterwards, having relaxed conversation whilst also learning more about the suits at the same time. Jussi also being perceptive again describing them as boyfriends too. I guess he wasn't to know the truth but also again...they really aren't subtle are they :D And Jussi's reaction to Lucas saying he might know someone who would fit the bill of being 'troublesome' is very telling. With Anthony he's just telling him about the finer details, but with Lucas...he can definitely sense where he's coming from with regards to his troublesome person and wants to know more because he feels he can help him? And I really loved that.

The ending was too cute with them too, deciding that they wanted to be official <3 <3

Date: 2025-06-14 03:33 pm (UTC)
carrythefire: (anthony reach)
From: [personal profile] carrythefire
Yeah I can tell! It was a very organic change though, I really liked it. I see Lucas as being the sort of person who would be like "I'm not gonna get attached, oh shit I'm attached" haha.

The bar just has cool vibes in general 😁😁

Yeah I just feel Lucas is at first excited because Anthony is, but that does change after he is there for a lil bit.

Ah that's fair but either way it still works perfect with the extra knowledge I think ♥️

Heh. It definitely makes me feel tempted to write it, not gonna lie......

Hahah yeah, darran and rubber is just eternal. I feel Anthony and St Andrews crosses will go the same way lmao.

And yeah, I really enjoyed the way you wrote Jussi in this, it was so perfect 🥰

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