You are unwise to lower your defences

The weekend has been a bit, eh. this was gonna be a better post but I both don’t have the energy plus reasoning later.

Saturday
+Went up and picked up the quarry and something else for mum
+Half of the roadworks are finished, though I do think it’s unwise for them to because now they’ll have access issues
-Trip down there was exhausting and drained me
+Who magazine came, though haven’t read any yet
+Watched Single All The Way (think a film of Christmas tropes, but gay) and The Goofy Movie
-Had hoped to watch something or game but tiredness meant I didn’t
-Went to go to sleep but couldn’t
+So ended up watching Eret

Sunday
+Snow!
-snow means ice (wasn’t an issue then but has since)
+watched Sunday brunch
+watched Junior Eurovision which was pretty good….
-Though the voting system was terrible and unusable for most people
-Also eyes went really achy so I only saw about half of it and listened to the rest
+Watched James Marriott stream which was crazy, and followed raid to Jack and tommy which was also wild
- though it proved a little odd as one person that I follow for James content has had their account go strange (possibly due to using a blocklist again which is a bad idea)
+Watched some vids, Karl’s new Minecraft vid (which sadist foolish is kinda…) and the misfits ball one
-tried to go on citizen sleeper but it lost me cause it was text based and i was tired
+watched second part game grumps vid with sneegboo but zoned out

Monday
+Excitement from seeing pics of Quackity onstage at Lovejoy, which lead to starting a fic
-…not motivation promptly went
+Wrong turn dvds (and blu ray) arrived
-spent a large portion of the day trying to finish the fall guys event though failed due to disconnects and not being able to do the three wins (which seemed excessive)
-Creeping depression over the course of the day
-mums put out some of the cuddly Christmas plushies, though it feels one is haunted because it keeps going off untouched
+/-watched two Christmas films on 5, one was good and fun the other… much more painful
+ Watched Ranboo’s choo choo Charles stream
+did some dead by daylight, mostly to get an achievement for the Xbox weekly quests
-which I missed by 3 minutes so lost my streak ugh
-eyes aching again which led to attempt to sleep

Tuesday
-the bad feeling is still there, but slightly less
+Went with mum to the library, got two books from there to look through
+Also read some of the Who a magazine yearbook
-somehow caught my thumb on something and it started bleeding so now it’s all sore
-also came back to find Naryu’s food has been substituted for gravy which makes her sick, ugh

I’ve got a call to make to sort nectar card (it scans ok but doesn’t want to give an option to use points) and might wrap stuff before the big food shop comes, though that depends on thumb.

I’m sure I’ve missed something but the thumb is now hurting more and… ugh. Maybe I won’t be able to wrap after all.