Everything is fuzzy

The last few days have felt kinda hazy which is just… like I should be relieved and glad the medical stuff is over but I think having it be such a big thing has been such a stressful drain (on top of everything else lately too, between the biopsy, the boiler stress and then sickness it’s been one thing after another).

The last night have also been pretty eh. My headaches have come back and my eyes have been aching too much has been pretty annoying, not least cause it’s meant I’ve not done as much as I’d hoped to do. I feel it’s partly due to stress but also the weather has been so heavy but it hasn’t really broken.

On top of that an eBay order came Friday and… it was the wrong thing. I contacted the seller and turns out they sent my one to someone else (with the same first name!) and his to me so I had to send that to him Saturday. The seller said he’d sort the postage but nothing yet which is annoying.

Good thing, I’ve managed to get back to The Rig and watched two eps, so now there’s tow eps to go of the second series which feels short. *checks* at but the first series had the same length so it’s not really. It’s pretty good and I might try and finish it this week.

I was gonna try and watch Uzumaki this weekend but between headache and achy eyes I decided not to which is a shame.

This week I wanna try and finish The Rig, hopefully watch more Stranger Things (and read Stranger Things stuff too) and, of course, there’s the gig.

The gig is Tuesday and I’ve not had much time to stress but now I’m at the point where I’m starting to.the new gig phone is set up, but the old phone is still awol and I can’t think where it is. I was so sure it would just be near where I sit I just can’t think where it could be. There’s also money, I’ve not got as much to go with as I’d hoped (and pics of the Leeds merch shows it’s both price and one of the things I’d hoped for may already be gone) so I feel a bit at a loss. I don’t have much leeway (I could go and try and see a film like I thought but I dunno if it’s worth it).

I dunno, hopefully it’ll go ok and then expect a Set It Off fixation to come back and distract me.

I’ve also got a vibepay setup now, which should be faster than ko fi if I get issues again.

Then there’s only a few days till March which. It’s gonna be a mix of busy and not. Not in the sense there’s nothing planned, no gigs, no trips out or anything. But it’s stressful cause of the UC a changeover I need to sort. I emailed the advisor Friday but don’t expect to hear anything back, so I’m giving her a few days then attempting it myself but it just feels like nonsense and something they should have sorted automatically without this.

And then there’s also the Tubbathon which is gonna make the month unpredictable until there’s a schedule. Like I know there’s gonna be events that I’ll have to watch live (No Dice especially) but until there’s actual dates? It’s gonna make watching things (namely Stranger Things and whenever the Doctor Who boxset comes) a little tricky.

My hope is though that once Tubbathon, Stranger Things and the Who boxset is done I can get back to American Horror Story too but I don’t see that happening until April which feels both far away and too near at the same time.

But ah well. It’s 2 am now so I should try and get some sleep, but we’ll see if that actually happens.