shadowhive

So last month I had a stupid health assessment form come through. I hate those things, they’re always overly long and want to know everything. Worse, they usually mean an appointment at a health assessment Center which is usually even more stressful. I told them outright that I’d rather not have one, but if I did, I’d need warning and time to prepare myself.

So just as I was about to head out the door today what happens? I have a call from them, trying to get me into an appointment... for next week. Next Tuesday in fact. I almost agreed to it, but thought, no. I’d told them on the form that I needed advance warning, that such things being sprung on me like that would be bad for my anxiety so I reminded them that.

They backed down and send they’d send something in the mail... but I know it’s going to give me low level stress now until it’s over.

The previous appointments have been stressful as fuck. The build up makes me restless and then the thing itself sucks. I feel I either overshare on some parts or not enough on others. The last one was last year so I didn’t feel I’d get one this soon and I felt like I’d not said enough.

Last year’s one also sucked because it led to my money being reduced, which fucked me up. The previous one though, years before, let to my money being increased (and getting back pay for it as well). So hopefully... it’ll go that way. (And if I get back pay, well, that’s money for November.)

Until then... ugh. I hate the damn thing.

Other than that, I’ve not done much. I did a kink meme fill, which ended up being longer than I expected and was done pretty quickly. I hope to finish my Ray fic for seasonofkink if that call hasn’t thrown me off.

I saw some awesome art this morning and it makes me wanna do Bert/Jeph. Why is there not more the Used fic?

I’ve meant to read Queen’s Shadow some more but I’ve not managed it, or the other comics I got (or the other free comic book day ones). I did read one of my Vader graphic novels this morning though. It was pretty good, with a war on a unique planet (think Mustfar only with aristocracy).

I’ve been doing Gucamelee 2 the past week and it’s pretty much just frustrating now instead of fun. I’m losing my patience with it but at least I’m near the end (why am I going after the chicken key?). I hope to finish it then switch to Call Of Cthulhu (and fallout 76 since there’s xp)

I did watch antiviralthe other day too. It was pretty good with some interesting and creepy concepts, though it’s not something to watch while eating. I had to stop eating my Doritos when I had it on. (Speaking of I need more damnit)

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