Honey release my heart

I should be doing uni stuff. Instead I’m doing this post, ah well.

The past few days have been a mix of things. I rped with perfectactor which led me to the fic I posted the other day. Maybe this will trigger more writing. Who knows? I still need to work on the other half of the fic I started before that.

It did lead me to reading a lot of fic, which ended up with me looking through kink_bingo and getting sad that so many ljs have been deleted and purged. It’s always sad when fic is lost like that. I’ll never delete mine, it’s why everything is still up on lj. (Although I did delete one thing on AO3 when I got that harassment there but that’s been the only time.) still, it’s sad to find out fics are gone, especially interesting ones that I never got to see.

(Causa That look through kink bingo I did add a few people so if you’re reading this *waves* hi!)

I’m so glad I saved someone’s bullet fic on lj awhile back, because those were awesome but when. Went to reread them a few months back they were all gone. It sucks, but at least I had the foresight to save them. Though I hate that I have to.

I hate too that so many writers over the years have just vanished into the ether. What happened to them? Are they ok? I hope so. I do miss lj’s sense of community, which is dead and something ao3 just doesn’t seem to have. It’s a shame there’s not many writers here (surprising perhaps given kink bingo was here).

I miss mcr stuff and it seems that, despite ao3. Band stuff has decreased and some hardly get any which is sad.

Speaking of lj, I did do a new fic request post over here on the off chance anyone might want them. No responses yet which is sad but not surprising really. It’s here for anyone interested. Feel free to reply there (or even here) with any ideas. (The request post I had here I unstickied when my block happened so..)

I hate how lj has done the memories, showing them on a friend list like page instead of as a list. Lists are easier to find damnit!

Anyways, what else.

On Saturday I slipped in the bathroom, hitting my head and hurting my wrist when I braced myself. My head aches for a bit, but it subsided after awhile. My wrist aches for a few days but that seems to have gone too, though I’m still reluctant to full use it. Thankfully there was no blood from the fall but still, ugh.

I meant to watch Sabrina or something on Shudder over the weekend but I was a bit jarred so I didn’t. (I did watch Quarantine 2 on Sunday on horror channel but it was a bit blah). I did watch the Curious Creations Of Christine McConnell which I loved. It was fun and she’s so creative, I hope there’s more soon.

Other than that I’ve been gaming, on Assassin’s Creed a lot, which is awesome. Alexios is so hot and I’m trying to get him to bang all the guys, though I missed out on one cause I was a div. Boo. My next focus on it is going after the Minotaur.

Since the Guitar Hero tv servers are going doing next month I’ve been on that too to get achievements. It’s a shame since the tv part is so good and is where most of the songs are. It’s really the soul of the game (I’ve not even finished the actual live part of it). I hope they let people at least download the catalogue of songs though that seems unlikely.

I need to go on Starlink some more beforePokemon let’s go (and I caught a shiny swablu on go!)

I’m still listening to Coheed And Cambria a lot on Spotify while I do uni stuff. They’re so good and, fuck, Claudio’s hair! I love it, curly haired guys are my weakness. I just want him and Ray Toro, Ilan Rubin, Virta and Austin Diaz in a room together. For... reasons.

It makes me wish I’d stopped at the Kerrang tour they did and seen them instead of leaving. I’m kicking myself for that now.

It’s a miserable day today, though I love it. I love the rain and being snuggled in bed. Naryu has had a few cuddles but she’s gone off for awhile. I listened to the new Dreamboy podcast ep which ended up being pretty hot (which probably spawned my look for fic.)

I finally have a uni email so I can access discounts! Too bad the nintendo one isn’t for preorders ugh.

Anyway, I should actually do some uni reading, oops..