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Apr. 13th, 2023 02:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
shadowhiveToday feels like a locked post type beat, mainly causa annoying feels.
I might make a post about positives later (like the eso and qsmp streams yesterday and the Seapeekay youtooz coming today, and getting a reply from him!) but my mindset is again, odd today. (I also meant to reply to a bunch of things yesterday but…)
SoI woke this morning and just felt so bleh. The depression vibes just felt so strong and for what? It was so annoying and so draining.
I’m wondering if it’s in part due to the annoyances of recently. For the past week my body has decided to wake me up at 6 or earlier and then I’ve been unsble to settle. That hasn’t helped the last week when I’ve had early days outside and celebration streams so I’ve felt like I’ve had no time to rest. It’s just exhausting and bleh.
It has not been helped by mums nonsense Saturday and that unsettling, entitled dm on Sunday.
Plus the Nintendo store finally had the Zelda collectors edition… but only for people that registered interest. Cept they didn’t send the emails with links to people that had so I (and others) didn’t get it which is so annoying.
While yesterday did had good parts (especially getting the micro galaxy stuff) there was also annoying
*accidentally overspending at Morrisons cause I wasn’t keeping track (instead assuming it was under the limit I’d set when it clearly wasn’t)
*The whole Payzone debacle, which included me going to submit a complaint on their website only to find it was broken and then sending a dm to them when they suggested it but it not sending either
*Safari decided to lose tabs again (although this time kept one which is new)
*the internet acted up AGAIN last night while watching a stream (and has again today)
Ugh.
It didn’t help too that I had that walk to the nearest payzone which is down by the station so it’s now quite a walk.thankfully the weather has stayed ok so at least there was no rain. But still, it’s annoying and inconvenient.
I also had the thought I’ve not even looked at Uni while I was walking. I had meant to look into the courses for later in the year but I’ve not even checked. Maybe soon when I’m in a better mindset.
Now I’m bundled up, watching the Shoto stream and hoping my mindset will be a bit better today (and there’s taskmaster later)
I might make a post about positives later (like the eso and qsmp streams yesterday and the Seapeekay youtooz coming today, and getting a reply from him!) but my mindset is again, odd today. (I also meant to reply to a bunch of things yesterday but…)
SoI woke this morning and just felt so bleh. The depression vibes just felt so strong and for what? It was so annoying and so draining.
I’m wondering if it’s in part due to the annoyances of recently. For the past week my body has decided to wake me up at 6 or earlier and then I’ve been unsble to settle. That hasn’t helped the last week when I’ve had early days outside and celebration streams so I’ve felt like I’ve had no time to rest. It’s just exhausting and bleh.
It has not been helped by mums nonsense Saturday and that unsettling, entitled dm on Sunday.
Plus the Nintendo store finally had the Zelda collectors edition… but only for people that registered interest. Cept they didn’t send the emails with links to people that had so I (and others) didn’t get it which is so annoying.
While yesterday did had good parts (especially getting the micro galaxy stuff) there was also annoying
*accidentally overspending at Morrisons cause I wasn’t keeping track (instead assuming it was under the limit I’d set when it clearly wasn’t)
*The whole Payzone debacle, which included me going to submit a complaint on their website only to find it was broken and then sending a dm to them when they suggested it but it not sending either
*Safari decided to lose tabs again (although this time kept one which is new)
*the internet acted up AGAIN last night while watching a stream (and has again today)
Ugh.
It didn’t help too that I had that walk to the nearest payzone which is down by the station so it’s now quite a walk.thankfully the weather has stayed ok so at least there was no rain. But still, it’s annoying and inconvenient.
I also had the thought I’ve not even looked at Uni while I was walking. I had meant to look into the courses for later in the year but I’ve not even checked. Maybe soon when I’m in a better mindset.
Now I’m bundled up, watching the Shoto stream and hoping my mindset will be a bit better today (and there’s taskmaster later)
