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We Stand Up Part 2
We Stand Up
Pairing: Brandon Saller/Jay James/Seapeekay
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Threesome, sex
Notes: So i had to get part 2 out because this was in my head even as I wrote part 1. The idea has changed slightly from the original idea, but I think it works better than I originally planned. I used to have a saying back in the day, that eventually I’d ship anyone with Jay. That tapered off when he left Bullet, but I think this is a sign that it might be coming back.
Forcarrythefire (sorry for the sidetrack from the drummer fic!)
Part 2
Brandon had been looking forward to this day for a long time now. Today Atreyu were arriving at another festival that was going to start tomorrow. While being at a festival was always exciting, because of the energy and seeing new bands and having a good time, he was excited for this one for a whole different reason.
Kill The Lights were on the bill.
He had been hoping to see their bassist, Jay James, again for a long time now. He had been so disappointed by his sudden departure from Bullet years ago and when he vanished from the music scene he was sure that was it, that he’d never seen him again.
He’d thought about asking Darran about him, but that had always felt like a rude thing to do and so he just never had. So when he heard Jay was back playing music with Kill The Lights he was elated, hoping that they would once again encounter one another again.
He’d tried to get Atreyu on as many festivals as he could and kept an eye on the lineups in case Kill The Lights got announced. So he was so glad when they were announced for this weekend.
He checked his appearance in a mirror before leaving the bus and fuck, he looked so different than he remembered himself being when they first met. Gone was the shy emo boy always on his knees and put upon by the prick that was Alex and in his place stood the new Brandon, with his shaved head and facial but now more confident and standing so much taller. He wondered if Jay would even recognise him?
“I’m heading out, I’ll see you guys later.” He called to the rest of his band and not waiting for them to respond before hopping off the bus.
Of course he didn’t even know if Kill The Lights were even here yet but he was determined to find out. He went along the row of tour buses, checking for the band names that were displayed in the front windows. Some were unfamiliar or bands he didn’t know, but some he’d met and got to know on the road, even becoming friends with them. He wasn’t going to be distracted by any of them though and he moved past the buses into the backstage area of the festival.
It was a hive of activity, with people milling about going between the various areas. While everything was mostly set up there were still technicians and roadies carrying instruments and pieces of equipment, so he did his best to stay out of the way.
As he walked he considered where the best place would be to start looking for him would be. He didn’t really know what the vibe of Kill The Lights were, despite having toured with some of the members in the past. He decided his best bet would be to head towards the bar and food court, if nothing else he could get something for himself.
It was an easy place to find, since it was well signposted and he could smell the various foods mingling in the air as he approached. It was making his stomach rumble a bit, even though they’d already eaten on the way here. He paused when he went past the smoking area that was set up just before it and he took a few steps back, grinning when he realised who he saw there.
There, leaning against a wall, having a smoke and watching the sky was Jay. He looked different than he had all those years ago, but then so was he. Jay looked more buff and there were tattoos covering both of his strong arms. His hair was styled in a faux hawk and there was just something about the way he held himself that felt different somehow.
He took a breath and walked over to him, smiling. “Hey Jay.” The other man took a drag from his cigarette, blowing out the smoke as he looked at him. “I’m not sure if you remember me and even if you did, I look different than when I last met. I’m Brandon, from Atreyu.”
Resignation instantly crossed his face as he said that and Jay instantly grinned. “Brandon? Fuck man it’s been so long!” He looked him up and down, his gaze lingering on his shaved head before meeting his gaze. “You weren’t kidding, I’d never have guessed it was you. Damn you look good, being a frontman clearly suits you.”
“You heard huh?” He shouldn’t be surprised, especially since it had been awhile now, but he always was.
“Yeah, I’m glad you got out from under Alex’s thumb.” Jay flashed him a warm smile, taking another drag and blowing his smoke away.
“And I’m gladly got out from under Tuck’s.” The mention of his name gave him a look of irritation, one that Brandon was sure had been on his face at Alex’s mention. “But I wanted to thank you, for telling Darran about my…” He nodded down, feeling slightly sheepish.
Jay chuckled softly, reaching and petting his arm. “It’s no problem man, as soon as I let it slip Darran made it his mission to find you. It seems that changed you huh?”
“Yeah it did.” Brandon knew it wasn’t just that of course, but Darran’s appreciation of his cock really changed his outlook. “I was wondering if you’d wanna go somewhere and not just to catch up, though I’d like that too.”
Jay considered for a moment, then took another slow drag of his cigarette. “Yeah, I’d like that.” He dropped the stub, crushing it under his boot. “Though you’re not the only one that’s changed.” He wondered what he meant by that, though he was eager to find out. “But let’s get somewhere a bit quieter.” He added as a few more people came to smoke.
Jay pushed himself off the wall and started walking, Brandon joining him as he went. They walked in comfortable silence through the crowd, until they were behind the main backstage area, where there were a few dressing rooms set up for the smaller bands.
It was much quieter back here and Jay smiled, speaking up again. “I don’t really suck dick anymore, though I might be tempted to make an exception for you.” Brandon wondered about the change of heart, slightly surprised by that, though maybe it was because the rest of his band weren’t interested. Which was a shame, because by all accounts Jay was one of the best cocksuckers on the scene, at least back in the day. “Though I do have a sub that would be more than willing to have fun with us both.”
Brandon blinked in surprise and it took him a few moments to process the words. “Oh?” He asked, before finding the words. “Is it one of your bandmates?”
Jay laughed, shaking his head. “Fuck no! I mean me and Moose did fool around a bit when I first joined, but I decided I didn’t want band bullshit to make things awkward you know?”
“Yeah that makes sense.” Brandon nodded in understanding, though he had to admit he was curious. “So who is this guy? How did you meet?” He paused then added quickly. “If they are a guy.”
“Yeah he’s a guy.” Jay flashed him a grin. “His name is Callum, I met him some time after leaving Bullet but we can get to the details on that later. Unless you’d rather we talk out here instead of seeing him.”
Brandon realised they were now stood outside the room assigned to Kill The Lights, the band’s name taped to the door. “No, I wanna meet him.”
“Great!” Jay grinned and he opened the door, stepping inside. “Callum, I’ve got someone here to meet you.”
Brandon wasn’t sure what to expect before entering the room. The fact that Jay had referred to them as a sub did conjure up certain images though. Was the man inside naked? Tied down? Dressed in some sort of fetish gear? He knew some bands did that stuff on tour and, unlike with his experiences with Alex, it was fully consensual on their parts. As he entered the small room with those thoughts in mind he was surprised by what he saw.
Sitting on the sofa was a guy, dressed in a skinny jeans and a Waterparks t-shirt, with bright ink on his slim arms. The only thing that gave him away as a sub was a simple black collar around his neck, but it was so unobtrusive he missed it on first glance. “Callum this is…”
He looked up and his eyes went wide when he saw him. “Oh my god, you’re Brandon from Atreyu!” He spoke in a British accent, getting up from his sat and coming over to them and offering his hand. “I love your music, your last album was amazing!”
“Thank you, I’m glad you think so.” This wasn’t at all what Brandon expected when Jay had said he had a sub and he took his hand to shake. “I hope to see you when we play this weekend.”
“I hope so too!” Callum smiled brightly and it was pretty cute, he could definitely see what Jay saw in him.
“Yeah we’ll definitely be there for your set.” Jay smiled fondly, leaning over to give Callum a quick kiss. “But for now we’re gonna do something different as long as you’re down.”
Callum’s eyes went wide again and he looked from Jay to Brandon and back again. “Yeah I am, of course!”
“Good boy.” Jay smiled and reached over, stroking his cheek which had a light dusting of stubble. “Now why don’t you strip off for us.”
Callum nodded with another smile as he leaned into the touch. “Yes Jason, of course.” He stepped back and Brandon saw Jay move to lock the door out of the corner of his eyes. Callum removed his t-shirt quickly, showing off his chest. His body was slim and there weren’t any tattoos other than his arms, though he did notice the glint of a piercing in his right nipple. Without his tee the collar was more obvious, even though it was just a simple strap of what looked like leather, with a tag and a small ring at the front.
Callum’s fingers then went between his legs, undoing the zipper and button of his fly, shoving his jeans down his legs. Beneath them were a pair of purple cotton panties. That was a slight surprise, but they suited him. While he thought that Callum crouched down, removing his jeans, then his sneakers and socks, setting them all to one side. Callum took a breath, then hooked his fingers under his panties, pushing them down to his ankles and stepping out of them, leaving him naked in front of them.
He was clearly hard, though he wasn’t too big and his cheeks were flushing a bit. “Good boy.” Jay praise him, a smile on his face. “Why don’t you bend over the table while we get ready?”
“Yes Jason.” Callum replied, before getting on top of the small coffee table that was in front of the sofa. At this angle he could see two other features of the man, first there was the noticeable round base of an orange plug between his cheeks. The second was the ink on his back which looked like a stylised fox.
Jay gave him another smile, then looked at Brandon. “I don’t know if you feel comfortable getting naked or if you want to just get your dick out. Just do whichever you want.” As soon as he finished saying the words Jay started removing his clothing, starting with his tank top to expose his muscular body
Brandon followed suit, taking off his leather jacket and setting it on one of the chairs. A few years ago he’d probably not have even considered getting naked for an encounter like this, but now that Alex wasn’t in his life he felt much better about himself. He removed his plain black tee, then started undoing his flies, pushing his ripped jeans down his legs, stepping out of them. He decided that he wasn’t going to bother taking his shoes off, so instead he just pushed his underwear down, freeing his dick with a sigh. He heard a gasp from Callum and he allowed himself a smirk. He was used to the reaction by now and it now went straight to his dick. “Fuck…” Brandon heard him whisper softly, his voice sounding awed, his eyes wide.
“You look good Brandon.” Jay smiled from where he stood naked, giving him an appreciate once over. “Really good.”
“Thanks, you too.” Brandon replied after doing the same, looking the other man over. Seeing him like this was just further confirmation how different he was since their first encounter. He was clearly more muscular and he held himself in a way that Brandon recognised in himself, that he was standing taller, much more confident than he was back then. Between his legs his dick was hard and it was bigger than he would’ve expected him to be. He wasn’t as big as his own of course, but it was a nice size.
Jay turned his attention back to Callum, his hand stroking his. “Do you feel like you can take him?”
Callum glanced at his cock again for a long moment before replying. “I don’t know, but I want to try.”
“Good boy, just remember what I taught you and you’ll be fine.” Jay told him, giving him a fond look and Brandon couldn’t help but find it sweet. Jay looked back at Brandon with a smile. “Ok, he’s going to try sucking you off.” His face then turned a little more serious. “Now if he taps your thigh, that means he wants you to stop so that’s what I expect you to do, understand?”
“Yeah, I do.” Brandon replied with a slight nod.
“Great!” Jay flashed him a grin and clapped his hands together. “Feel free to start whenever you’re ready.”
Brandon moved around the table until he was stood next to Callum’s head. He looked eager, his eyes wide and his lips slightly parted and wet. “Are you ready?”
“Yes Brandon.” He whispered softly, that awed look on his face again. “Please.”
Brandon gave him a nod and the man took a breath before parting his lips, extending his tongue to swipe across his head. It made him let out a soft moan, which was then followed by another when Callum wrapped his lips around his cock. Callum looked up at him as he took him further and Brandon couldn’t help but think how pretty his eyes were. On his first slide down he took him about half way before he moved back until just the head was in his mouth. He flicked his tongue over his head again, making Brandon moan and then he went back down this time taking even more.
“Fuck…” Brandon gasped and he caught sight of Jay as he watched them, a look of pride on his face. He didn’t have time to comment on it, because Callum’s tongue was over his head again, causing another groan to leave his lips. This time he managed to take him even more and he looked up and him, his eyes looking so needy while his lips were wet with drool.
“He’s good isn’t he?” Brandon tore his eyes away to look at Jay, that sense of pride clear on his face as he stroked a hand down Callum’s back, running his fingers over the ink.
“Yeah, he really is.” Brandon let out a gasp as Callum’s pulled back, swiped his tongue and then went back down. “Fuck…” He looked down again and now Callum had took him down fully. He stayed there for a moment, squeezing his lips around him and then he start to move again. Now that he’d fully took him down he moved more rhythmically. Yeah he struggled a little, but only when he stayed down a few moments longer. “Fuck that’s… impressive.”
“He really is.” Jay grinned, reaching up and petting Callum’s hair. “Good boy. Do you feel like you can take me too.”
Brandon expected him to slide off his cock fully to reply to him, but instead he raised his right hand, giving him a thumbs up. He couldn’t help but chuckle at the sight, though his lips made him moan part way through.
Jay chuckled too, though Brandon had a feeling it was more at him than Callum. “Good boy.” He patted his ass, then gripped the base of the plug and removed pulled it out of him. It was an impressive size, one of the bigger ones he’d seen, and Jay set it to one side, popping some lube and spreading it over his cock. “I always think it pays to be prepared.” He nodded to the plug, using one hand to pull his cheeks apart. Brendon caught sight of his hole, wide open from the plug and twitching. He wondered what it would be like to sink inside him and he made a note to ask another time.
Callum pulled back slightly, focussing on the upper half of Brandon’s cock as Jay pressed his head against his hole. He sank into him in one movement and he felt Callum groan around his cock, the vibrations making him let out a moan of his own.
Jay let out a groan as well his hands stroking Callum’s ass and lower back before he started to move. He set a steady pace, rocking his hips in and out, making Callum’s body move against the table and making him moan around him.
Once Callum got used to being fucked, which was only a few rolls of Jay’s hips, he took went back to taking Brandon’s cock deeper down his throat. It felt amazing and Brandon couldn’t help but impressed.
“You know you can hold onto to his head if you want.” Jay told him and Brandon hadn’t even considered it, having kept his hands on the sides. “You can even hold him down if you want unless he indicates to stop.” Callum nodded a little, well as best he could with a dick in his mouth and that thumb went back up again.
He had to admit he’d been hesitant to do it, especially when Jay sink into him, but with his approval he changed his mind. “Yeah, ok.” Brandon reached for his hair, stroking it and tugging it a little to urge him on. Callum made an appreciative sound around him, then went back down on him. “Fuck, he really knows what he’s doing huh?”
“Yeah he does.” Jay flashed him a grin between groans. “He’s a good boy.” He traced his fingers over the tattoo again, then he they moved lower until they slipped under him. Brandon could tell from the movement that he was jerking Callum off, which made him moan around his cock.
The whole sight was so hot, Jay fucking into him, his muscular arm glistening with sweat as it stroked the other man while Callum sucked him off. Callum’s movements did become a little more sloppy now, but Brandon didn’t care, loving every moment of it. He knew that he’d not last much longer and he found his fingers flexed in his hair, holding him a little tighter.
As if reading his mind Jay spoke up, his soft voice sounding so hot from his breathlessness. “You can cum down his throat if you want. Or if you want to paint his face that’s fine too.”
Both thoughts were hot, though he didn’t think he had it in him to pull him off his dick to cover his face. Instead he enjoyed the feeling of his warm wet his, his lips squeezing around him, his tongue flicking against his head every time he pulled back. “Fuck…” He held onto his head, letting out a low groan as he came, painting the back of his throat with his cum.
Brandon took a few deep breaths to steady himself as Callum swallowed it all down. Brandon kept his hold on his hair as he pulled back, looking down at him. He look so hot, his lips parted and drooling and he was gasping, looking blissed out. “Thank you… you taste so good.” He sounded breathless, though that wasn’t a surprise.
“No, thank you.” he shifted his hand from his hair, stroking his cheek and smiling down at him. “You were so amazing.” He smiled and leaned into his touch, though he didn’t respond, just moaning incoherently.
“He really is.” Jay was looking fondly at them when Brandon looked back at him. He was moving slightly harder now, rougher and Callum’s body was trembling on the table under him. “Go on, make a mess for us, you’ve done so good.”
Callum gasped his eyes lidding and he cried out, his head leaning into his hand. Brandon couldn’t see it from his position but he had a feeling he’d just came against the table.
“Fuck, yeah, such a good boy.” Jay groaned, moving his hand from between his legs, bringing his sticky fingers up to Callum’s face. His tongue immediately extended, lazily swiping against it, tasting himself and Brandon bit back a moan from the sight. “So good, don’t even need to be told to taste yourself.” Callum let out a soft moan at the praise as he lapped all of the cum from his fingers.
Jay thrust into him a handful more times before he came too with a groan, his head tipping back as he did. Brandon couldn’t help but think how hot he looked, how hot they both were like this.
The Welshman patted his back fondly as he eased out and Brandon expected him to eased the plug back into him right away, after all that’s what he’d seen before when guys had plugs. Instead Jay sank down to his knees, pulling Callum’s cheeks apart and he dived in. It made Callum gasp and squirm against the table and he couldn’t help but wonder what it would be like to have Jay’s tongue inside him.
He stayed there for a few long moments, then pulled back, replacing his tongue with the plug. Then he moved around the table threading his fingers in Callum’s hair, pulling his head up and kissing him. It was sloppy and passionate, and he could see their tongues tasting each other. It was hot and he felt his soft dick twitch in appreciation, even though he knew it was too soon to get hard again.
When they parted Jay wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, smiling fondly at Callum before looking at Brandon with a grin. “I dunno about you, but I could do with a smoke.”
Brandon nodded, with a smile. “Yeah, that sounds good.”
Jay returned his smile and kissed Callum’s cheek, whispering softly to him. “We’ll be right outside, take your time to get ready then we’ll get something to eat yeah?” Callum nodded, clearly still a little breathless and out of it. “You did so good.” He kissed him again, stroking his hair fondly before pulling away, returning his attention to Brandon. “Right, shall we get dressed? As fun as it would be I don’t think the festival staff would approve of us standing outside naked.”
Brandon chuckled at that and nodded in agreement, starting to gather his things.
***
A few minutes later the pair of them were standing outside Kill The Lights dressing room, taking lazy drags from their cigarettes. “So, where did you find him. He’s quite the catch.”
“Yeah, he is isn’t he?” There was that fond look on Jay’s face again. “Well after I left Bullet I decided to move. Bridgend is a dump anyway and I didn’t want to be left with the painful memories. So I left Bridgend, left Wales completely, and ended up in Brighton. It’s a nice place, by the sea, though the beach is fucking pebbles. But other than that it’s nice.”
He took another drag from his cigarette, then continued with a wave of his hand. “Anyway, I was in a bar having a drink and Callum came to the bar to get a drink. He recognised me, which I didn’t expect and we started talking and then one thing led to another…” He grinned at the memory. “It started as a casual thing but over time it became more… Now we’re still open but we’re committed to each other, if that makes sense.”
“Yeah it does.” Brandon nodded with a broad smile. He had more questions of course, but he felt like he would save them for later. “I’m happy for you man, I can see how much you both care for each other.”
“Yeah we do. He’s good for me and I am for him.” Jay grinned, taking another drag before looking at him. “How about you man? Do you have anyone special?”
“No, there’s no one special.” Brandon replied with a slight shrug. “I mean I’ve had a few tour and festival hookups, but there’s been nothing serious. I’ve mostly been taking care of myself really.”
“That’s ok man and like I said, you look great. You seem much more…” Jay paused, as if searching for the right word. “Much more you.”
“Thanks, you do as well.” Brandon took a drag from his cigarette as he looked Jay over and it really felt, in a strange way, like he was looking in a mirror.
“Well you’re welcome to hang out with us and we can even have a repeat of earlier if you want, though it might have to be somewhere else if the guys take over the dressing room.”
“Yeah, I’d love that, it sounds fun.” Brandon grinned, already loving the sound of that. “I’m sure I can get the Atreyu bus to ourselves if need be.”
“Great!” Jay returned the grin, finishing his cigarette and stubbing it out with his shoe like he did before. “I know this might sound cliche or whatever but I’m glad you’ve found happiness and I hope you find someone, that is if you want someone.”
“Thanks. I’m glad you have too.” He’d not thought of having anyone permanent in his life, outside of the guys in his band, but seeing how happy Jay was made him consider it.
The door to the dressing room opened and put stepped Callum, dressed like he was before and still looking a bit flustered, but he was smiling. “Are you guys good to go?”
“Yeah, I am.” Jay smiled and gave him a brief kiss, stroking his fingers down his side. “How about you Brandon?”
“Yeah, I could do with something to eat.” He took a last long drag of his cigarette, stubbing it out on the ground. “Let’s go.”
Pairing: Brandon Saller/Jay James/Seapeekay
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Threesome, sex
Notes: So i had to get part 2 out because this was in my head even as I wrote part 1. The idea has changed slightly from the original idea, but I think it works better than I originally planned. I used to have a saying back in the day, that eventually I’d ship anyone with Jay. That tapered off when he left Bullet, but I think this is a sign that it might be coming back.
For
carrythefire (sorry for the sidetrack from the drummer fic!)Part 2
Brandon had been looking forward to this day for a long time now. Today Atreyu were arriving at another festival that was going to start tomorrow. While being at a festival was always exciting, because of the energy and seeing new bands and having a good time, he was excited for this one for a whole different reason.
Kill The Lights were on the bill.
He had been hoping to see their bassist, Jay James, again for a long time now. He had been so disappointed by his sudden departure from Bullet years ago and when he vanished from the music scene he was sure that was it, that he’d never seen him again.
He’d thought about asking Darran about him, but that had always felt like a rude thing to do and so he just never had. So when he heard Jay was back playing music with Kill The Lights he was elated, hoping that they would once again encounter one another again.
He’d tried to get Atreyu on as many festivals as he could and kept an eye on the lineups in case Kill The Lights got announced. So he was so glad when they were announced for this weekend.
He checked his appearance in a mirror before leaving the bus and fuck, he looked so different than he remembered himself being when they first met. Gone was the shy emo boy always on his knees and put upon by the prick that was Alex and in his place stood the new Brandon, with his shaved head and facial but now more confident and standing so much taller. He wondered if Jay would even recognise him?
“I’m heading out, I’ll see you guys later.” He called to the rest of his band and not waiting for them to respond before hopping off the bus.
Of course he didn’t even know if Kill The Lights were even here yet but he was determined to find out. He went along the row of tour buses, checking for the band names that were displayed in the front windows. Some were unfamiliar or bands he didn’t know, but some he’d met and got to know on the road, even becoming friends with them. He wasn’t going to be distracted by any of them though and he moved past the buses into the backstage area of the festival.
It was a hive of activity, with people milling about going between the various areas. While everything was mostly set up there were still technicians and roadies carrying instruments and pieces of equipment, so he did his best to stay out of the way.
As he walked he considered where the best place would be to start looking for him would be. He didn’t really know what the vibe of Kill The Lights were, despite having toured with some of the members in the past. He decided his best bet would be to head towards the bar and food court, if nothing else he could get something for himself.
It was an easy place to find, since it was well signposted and he could smell the various foods mingling in the air as he approached. It was making his stomach rumble a bit, even though they’d already eaten on the way here. He paused when he went past the smoking area that was set up just before it and he took a few steps back, grinning when he realised who he saw there.
There, leaning against a wall, having a smoke and watching the sky was Jay. He looked different than he had all those years ago, but then so was he. Jay looked more buff and there were tattoos covering both of his strong arms. His hair was styled in a faux hawk and there was just something about the way he held himself that felt different somehow.
He took a breath and walked over to him, smiling. “Hey Jay.” The other man took a drag from his cigarette, blowing out the smoke as he looked at him. “I’m not sure if you remember me and even if you did, I look different than when I last met. I’m Brandon, from Atreyu.”
Resignation instantly crossed his face as he said that and Jay instantly grinned. “Brandon? Fuck man it’s been so long!” He looked him up and down, his gaze lingering on his shaved head before meeting his gaze. “You weren’t kidding, I’d never have guessed it was you. Damn you look good, being a frontman clearly suits you.”
“You heard huh?” He shouldn’t be surprised, especially since it had been awhile now, but he always was.
“Yeah, I’m glad you got out from under Alex’s thumb.” Jay flashed him a warm smile, taking another drag and blowing his smoke away.
“And I’m gladly got out from under Tuck’s.” The mention of his name gave him a look of irritation, one that Brandon was sure had been on his face at Alex’s mention. “But I wanted to thank you, for telling Darran about my…” He nodded down, feeling slightly sheepish.
Jay chuckled softly, reaching and petting his arm. “It’s no problem man, as soon as I let it slip Darran made it his mission to find you. It seems that changed you huh?”
“Yeah it did.” Brandon knew it wasn’t just that of course, but Darran’s appreciation of his cock really changed his outlook. “I was wondering if you’d wanna go somewhere and not just to catch up, though I’d like that too.”
Jay considered for a moment, then took another slow drag of his cigarette. “Yeah, I’d like that.” He dropped the stub, crushing it under his boot. “Though you’re not the only one that’s changed.” He wondered what he meant by that, though he was eager to find out. “But let’s get somewhere a bit quieter.” He added as a few more people came to smoke.
Jay pushed himself off the wall and started walking, Brandon joining him as he went. They walked in comfortable silence through the crowd, until they were behind the main backstage area, where there were a few dressing rooms set up for the smaller bands.
It was much quieter back here and Jay smiled, speaking up again. “I don’t really suck dick anymore, though I might be tempted to make an exception for you.” Brandon wondered about the change of heart, slightly surprised by that, though maybe it was because the rest of his band weren’t interested. Which was a shame, because by all accounts Jay was one of the best cocksuckers on the scene, at least back in the day. “Though I do have a sub that would be more than willing to have fun with us both.”
Brandon blinked in surprise and it took him a few moments to process the words. “Oh?” He asked, before finding the words. “Is it one of your bandmates?”
Jay laughed, shaking his head. “Fuck no! I mean me and Moose did fool around a bit when I first joined, but I decided I didn’t want band bullshit to make things awkward you know?”
“Yeah that makes sense.” Brandon nodded in understanding, though he had to admit he was curious. “So who is this guy? How did you meet?” He paused then added quickly. “If they are a guy.”
“Yeah he’s a guy.” Jay flashed him a grin. “His name is Callum, I met him some time after leaving Bullet but we can get to the details on that later. Unless you’d rather we talk out here instead of seeing him.”
Brandon realised they were now stood outside the room assigned to Kill The Lights, the band’s name taped to the door. “No, I wanna meet him.”
“Great!” Jay grinned and he opened the door, stepping inside. “Callum, I’ve got someone here to meet you.”
Brandon wasn’t sure what to expect before entering the room. The fact that Jay had referred to them as a sub did conjure up certain images though. Was the man inside naked? Tied down? Dressed in some sort of fetish gear? He knew some bands did that stuff on tour and, unlike with his experiences with Alex, it was fully consensual on their parts. As he entered the small room with those thoughts in mind he was surprised by what he saw.
Sitting on the sofa was a guy, dressed in a skinny jeans and a Waterparks t-shirt, with bright ink on his slim arms. The only thing that gave him away as a sub was a simple black collar around his neck, but it was so unobtrusive he missed it on first glance. “Callum this is…”
He looked up and his eyes went wide when he saw him. “Oh my god, you’re Brandon from Atreyu!” He spoke in a British accent, getting up from his sat and coming over to them and offering his hand. “I love your music, your last album was amazing!”
“Thank you, I’m glad you think so.” This wasn’t at all what Brandon expected when Jay had said he had a sub and he took his hand to shake. “I hope to see you when we play this weekend.”
“I hope so too!” Callum smiled brightly and it was pretty cute, he could definitely see what Jay saw in him.
“Yeah we’ll definitely be there for your set.” Jay smiled fondly, leaning over to give Callum a quick kiss. “But for now we’re gonna do something different as long as you’re down.”
Callum’s eyes went wide again and he looked from Jay to Brandon and back again. “Yeah I am, of course!”
“Good boy.” Jay smiled and reached over, stroking his cheek which had a light dusting of stubble. “Now why don’t you strip off for us.”
Callum nodded with another smile as he leaned into the touch. “Yes Jason, of course.” He stepped back and Brandon saw Jay move to lock the door out of the corner of his eyes. Callum removed his t-shirt quickly, showing off his chest. His body was slim and there weren’t any tattoos other than his arms, though he did notice the glint of a piercing in his right nipple. Without his tee the collar was more obvious, even though it was just a simple strap of what looked like leather, with a tag and a small ring at the front.
Callum’s fingers then went between his legs, undoing the zipper and button of his fly, shoving his jeans down his legs. Beneath them were a pair of purple cotton panties. That was a slight surprise, but they suited him. While he thought that Callum crouched down, removing his jeans, then his sneakers and socks, setting them all to one side. Callum took a breath, then hooked his fingers under his panties, pushing them down to his ankles and stepping out of them, leaving him naked in front of them.
He was clearly hard, though he wasn’t too big and his cheeks were flushing a bit. “Good boy.” Jay praise him, a smile on his face. “Why don’t you bend over the table while we get ready?”
“Yes Jason.” Callum replied, before getting on top of the small coffee table that was in front of the sofa. At this angle he could see two other features of the man, first there was the noticeable round base of an orange plug between his cheeks. The second was the ink on his back which looked like a stylised fox.
Jay gave him another smile, then looked at Brandon. “I don’t know if you feel comfortable getting naked or if you want to just get your dick out. Just do whichever you want.” As soon as he finished saying the words Jay started removing his clothing, starting with his tank top to expose his muscular body
Brandon followed suit, taking off his leather jacket and setting it on one of the chairs. A few years ago he’d probably not have even considered getting naked for an encounter like this, but now that Alex wasn’t in his life he felt much better about himself. He removed his plain black tee, then started undoing his flies, pushing his ripped jeans down his legs, stepping out of them. He decided that he wasn’t going to bother taking his shoes off, so instead he just pushed his underwear down, freeing his dick with a sigh. He heard a gasp from Callum and he allowed himself a smirk. He was used to the reaction by now and it now went straight to his dick. “Fuck…” Brandon heard him whisper softly, his voice sounding awed, his eyes wide.
“You look good Brandon.” Jay smiled from where he stood naked, giving him an appreciate once over. “Really good.”
“Thanks, you too.” Brandon replied after doing the same, looking the other man over. Seeing him like this was just further confirmation how different he was since their first encounter. He was clearly more muscular and he held himself in a way that Brandon recognised in himself, that he was standing taller, much more confident than he was back then. Between his legs his dick was hard and it was bigger than he would’ve expected him to be. He wasn’t as big as his own of course, but it was a nice size.
Jay turned his attention back to Callum, his hand stroking his. “Do you feel like you can take him?”
Callum glanced at his cock again for a long moment before replying. “I don’t know, but I want to try.”
“Good boy, just remember what I taught you and you’ll be fine.” Jay told him, giving him a fond look and Brandon couldn’t help but find it sweet. Jay looked back at Brandon with a smile. “Ok, he’s going to try sucking you off.” His face then turned a little more serious. “Now if he taps your thigh, that means he wants you to stop so that’s what I expect you to do, understand?”
“Yeah, I do.” Brandon replied with a slight nod.
“Great!” Jay flashed him a grin and clapped his hands together. “Feel free to start whenever you’re ready.”
Brandon moved around the table until he was stood next to Callum’s head. He looked eager, his eyes wide and his lips slightly parted and wet. “Are you ready?”
“Yes Brandon.” He whispered softly, that awed look on his face again. “Please.”
Brandon gave him a nod and the man took a breath before parting his lips, extending his tongue to swipe across his head. It made him let out a soft moan, which was then followed by another when Callum wrapped his lips around his cock. Callum looked up at him as he took him further and Brandon couldn’t help but think how pretty his eyes were. On his first slide down he took him about half way before he moved back until just the head was in his mouth. He flicked his tongue over his head again, making Brandon moan and then he went back down this time taking even more.
“Fuck…” Brandon gasped and he caught sight of Jay as he watched them, a look of pride on his face. He didn’t have time to comment on it, because Callum’s tongue was over his head again, causing another groan to leave his lips. This time he managed to take him even more and he looked up and him, his eyes looking so needy while his lips were wet with drool.
“He’s good isn’t he?” Brandon tore his eyes away to look at Jay, that sense of pride clear on his face as he stroked a hand down Callum’s back, running his fingers over the ink.
“Yeah, he really is.” Brandon let out a gasp as Callum’s pulled back, swiped his tongue and then went back down. “Fuck…” He looked down again and now Callum had took him down fully. He stayed there for a moment, squeezing his lips around him and then he start to move again. Now that he’d fully took him down he moved more rhythmically. Yeah he struggled a little, but only when he stayed down a few moments longer. “Fuck that’s… impressive.”
“He really is.” Jay grinned, reaching up and petting Callum’s hair. “Good boy. Do you feel like you can take me too.”
Brandon expected him to slide off his cock fully to reply to him, but instead he raised his right hand, giving him a thumbs up. He couldn’t help but chuckle at the sight, though his lips made him moan part way through.
Jay chuckled too, though Brandon had a feeling it was more at him than Callum. “Good boy.” He patted his ass, then gripped the base of the plug and removed pulled it out of him. It was an impressive size, one of the bigger ones he’d seen, and Jay set it to one side, popping some lube and spreading it over his cock. “I always think it pays to be prepared.” He nodded to the plug, using one hand to pull his cheeks apart. Brendon caught sight of his hole, wide open from the plug and twitching. He wondered what it would be like to sink inside him and he made a note to ask another time.
Callum pulled back slightly, focussing on the upper half of Brandon’s cock as Jay pressed his head against his hole. He sank into him in one movement and he felt Callum groan around his cock, the vibrations making him let out a moan of his own.
Jay let out a groan as well his hands stroking Callum’s ass and lower back before he started to move. He set a steady pace, rocking his hips in and out, making Callum’s body move against the table and making him moan around him.
Once Callum got used to being fucked, which was only a few rolls of Jay’s hips, he took went back to taking Brandon’s cock deeper down his throat. It felt amazing and Brandon couldn’t help but impressed.
“You know you can hold onto to his head if you want.” Jay told him and Brandon hadn’t even considered it, having kept his hands on the sides. “You can even hold him down if you want unless he indicates to stop.” Callum nodded a little, well as best he could with a dick in his mouth and that thumb went back up again.
He had to admit he’d been hesitant to do it, especially when Jay sink into him, but with his approval he changed his mind. “Yeah, ok.” Brandon reached for his hair, stroking it and tugging it a little to urge him on. Callum made an appreciative sound around him, then went back down on him. “Fuck, he really knows what he’s doing huh?”
“Yeah he does.” Jay flashed him a grin between groans. “He’s a good boy.” He traced his fingers over the tattoo again, then he they moved lower until they slipped under him. Brandon could tell from the movement that he was jerking Callum off, which made him moan around his cock.
The whole sight was so hot, Jay fucking into him, his muscular arm glistening with sweat as it stroked the other man while Callum sucked him off. Callum’s movements did become a little more sloppy now, but Brandon didn’t care, loving every moment of it. He knew that he’d not last much longer and he found his fingers flexed in his hair, holding him a little tighter.
As if reading his mind Jay spoke up, his soft voice sounding so hot from his breathlessness. “You can cum down his throat if you want. Or if you want to paint his face that’s fine too.”
Both thoughts were hot, though he didn’t think he had it in him to pull him off his dick to cover his face. Instead he enjoyed the feeling of his warm wet his, his lips squeezing around him, his tongue flicking against his head every time he pulled back. “Fuck…” He held onto his head, letting out a low groan as he came, painting the back of his throat with his cum.
Brandon took a few deep breaths to steady himself as Callum swallowed it all down. Brandon kept his hold on his hair as he pulled back, looking down at him. He look so hot, his lips parted and drooling and he was gasping, looking blissed out. “Thank you… you taste so good.” He sounded breathless, though that wasn’t a surprise.
“No, thank you.” he shifted his hand from his hair, stroking his cheek and smiling down at him. “You were so amazing.” He smiled and leaned into his touch, though he didn’t respond, just moaning incoherently.
“He really is.” Jay was looking fondly at them when Brandon looked back at him. He was moving slightly harder now, rougher and Callum’s body was trembling on the table under him. “Go on, make a mess for us, you’ve done so good.”
Callum gasped his eyes lidding and he cried out, his head leaning into his hand. Brandon couldn’t see it from his position but he had a feeling he’d just came against the table.
“Fuck, yeah, such a good boy.” Jay groaned, moving his hand from between his legs, bringing his sticky fingers up to Callum’s face. His tongue immediately extended, lazily swiping against it, tasting himself and Brandon bit back a moan from the sight. “So good, don’t even need to be told to taste yourself.” Callum let out a soft moan at the praise as he lapped all of the cum from his fingers.
Jay thrust into him a handful more times before he came too with a groan, his head tipping back as he did. Brandon couldn’t help but think how hot he looked, how hot they both were like this.
The Welshman patted his back fondly as he eased out and Brandon expected him to eased the plug back into him right away, after all that’s what he’d seen before when guys had plugs. Instead Jay sank down to his knees, pulling Callum’s cheeks apart and he dived in. It made Callum gasp and squirm against the table and he couldn’t help but wonder what it would be like to have Jay’s tongue inside him.
He stayed there for a few long moments, then pulled back, replacing his tongue with the plug. Then he moved around the table threading his fingers in Callum’s hair, pulling his head up and kissing him. It was sloppy and passionate, and he could see their tongues tasting each other. It was hot and he felt his soft dick twitch in appreciation, even though he knew it was too soon to get hard again.
When they parted Jay wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, smiling fondly at Callum before looking at Brandon with a grin. “I dunno about you, but I could do with a smoke.”
Brandon nodded, with a smile. “Yeah, that sounds good.”
Jay returned his smile and kissed Callum’s cheek, whispering softly to him. “We’ll be right outside, take your time to get ready then we’ll get something to eat yeah?” Callum nodded, clearly still a little breathless and out of it. “You did so good.” He kissed him again, stroking his hair fondly before pulling away, returning his attention to Brandon. “Right, shall we get dressed? As fun as it would be I don’t think the festival staff would approve of us standing outside naked.”
Brandon chuckled at that and nodded in agreement, starting to gather his things.
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A few minutes later the pair of them were standing outside Kill The Lights dressing room, taking lazy drags from their cigarettes. “So, where did you find him. He’s quite the catch.”
“Yeah, he is isn’t he?” There was that fond look on Jay’s face again. “Well after I left Bullet I decided to move. Bridgend is a dump anyway and I didn’t want to be left with the painful memories. So I left Bridgend, left Wales completely, and ended up in Brighton. It’s a nice place, by the sea, though the beach is fucking pebbles. But other than that it’s nice.”
He took another drag from his cigarette, then continued with a wave of his hand. “Anyway, I was in a bar having a drink and Callum came to the bar to get a drink. He recognised me, which I didn’t expect and we started talking and then one thing led to another…” He grinned at the memory. “It started as a casual thing but over time it became more… Now we’re still open but we’re committed to each other, if that makes sense.”
“Yeah it does.” Brandon nodded with a broad smile. He had more questions of course, but he felt like he would save them for later. “I’m happy for you man, I can see how much you both care for each other.”
“Yeah we do. He’s good for me and I am for him.” Jay grinned, taking another drag before looking at him. “How about you man? Do you have anyone special?”
“No, there’s no one special.” Brandon replied with a slight shrug. “I mean I’ve had a few tour and festival hookups, but there’s been nothing serious. I’ve mostly been taking care of myself really.”
“That’s ok man and like I said, you look great. You seem much more…” Jay paused, as if searching for the right word. “Much more you.”
“Thanks, you do as well.” Brandon took a drag from his cigarette as he looked Jay over and it really felt, in a strange way, like he was looking in a mirror.
“Well you’re welcome to hang out with us and we can even have a repeat of earlier if you want, though it might have to be somewhere else if the guys take over the dressing room.”
“Yeah, I’d love that, it sounds fun.” Brandon grinned, already loving the sound of that. “I’m sure I can get the Atreyu bus to ourselves if need be.”
“Great!” Jay returned the grin, finishing his cigarette and stubbing it out with his shoe like he did before. “I know this might sound cliche or whatever but I’m glad you’ve found happiness and I hope you find someone, that is if you want someone.”
“Thanks. I’m glad you have too.” He’d not thought of having anyone permanent in his life, outside of the guys in his band, but seeing how happy Jay was made him consider it.
The door to the dressing room opened and put stepped Callum, dressed like he was before and still looking a bit flustered, but he was smiling. “Are you guys good to go?”
“Yeah, I am.” Jay smiled and gave him a brief kiss, stroking his fingers down his side. “How about you Brandon?”
“Yeah, I could do with something to eat.” He took a last long drag of his cigarette, stubbing it out on the ground. “Let’s go.”
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I enjoyed the intro of Brandon trying his best to play as many Euro fests as he can 🤣 makes me wonder if he would have tried to bring his side project out as well if needs must 👀 I also love that he didn't want to ask Darran, but I am now curious, did the pair stay in touch after their interaction and occasionally hook up when Atreyu were in the UK?
I appreciate the way Brandon looked at himself, knowing he was a changed person and was 100% happier for it, but was also nervous about whether Jay would recognise him. I like you can still see some very small elements of the shy, nervous guy, some aspects of Alex's abuse would probably stay with him forever.
Haha the way Brandon recognised loads of bands on the lineup that were friends of his but was only thinking of Kill The Lights. One track mind ;) and then when he spotted Jay and was just so happy! Although bless him for that look of resignation on his face when he introduced himself, worrying that Jay may think "less" of him because of how he was last time they met. ♥️ I really adore how yes, Brandon is confident in himself but we still get small glimpses of his old self, perhaps due to PTSD and connections with stuff that happened in the past.
Jay being so happy for Brandon getting out from under Alex's thumb and being so complimentary just gave me life by the way, I adore how genuinely happy he was, and vice versa with Jay breaking ties with Tuck. And then Brandon thanking Jay for telling Darran about how blessed he was 🤪 love how much of a turning point that really was!
Jay saying he would be tempted to make an exception to suck Brandon's dick despite not really sucking dick any more. Not saying you should maybe write this, but 👀👀👀👀
The way that Brandon's mind went a mile a minute when Jay said he had his own sub 😅 both remembering that Alex did that stuff to him against his will, but also knowing that other bands did that sort of thing consentually haha. I love that, and the fact that Callum (of all people 🤣👀) was just sat there all normal like, completely inconspicuous and dressed normally with only a collar to hint about him being a sub!
Callum being so excited to meet Brandon, aww bless him. I'm gonna be honest, pretty sure I was the same when I met him and Dan in 2007, I was just like "omg Lead Sails is incredible I love it so much and I love all your music and your live shows 😭🥰"
I like that Jay gave Brandon the option to get undressed or to stay clothed, making sure that he was entirely comfortable in the situation. I love how consentual the whole thing was tbf, especially with the lack of consent with Alex walking all over him for the past twenty years of his life. And bless him..."he'd not have considered getting naked in the past but he felt better about himself now that Alex was out of his life" omg bless him ahhhh ♥️♥️♥️
One of my favourite bits in the entire fic was how Callum gasped at the size of Brandon, and the fact that Brandon got turned on by it. In the last part he was just told he was a freak and how he shouldn't fuck people, but now he gets off on people looking at his dick, and is now proud of his size. Love it 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
Genuinely love that even Jay wasn't quite sure if Callum could take Brandon, but that he was going to give it his best shot 🤣 But of course he took him very well, eventually able to take his full length. Jay has trained him well ;)
I also really like how Brandon just didn't consider holding onto Callum's head or holding him down, probably because of all the negative connotations it had for him in the past, so he has never viewed anything like this to be "positive" and he doesn't want to be like Alex so would never consider 'forcing' someone to take him, despite it being consentual so not really forced as such.
That ending was a surprise, when Jay went to rim Callum, but I loved it 😍
I liked the ending of the fic too, with the pair just sort of talking life and what has been going on. Love that Jay is so happy with Callum, and that Brandon has been more focused on looking after himself after breaking free from Alex.
Also also "you seem much more you" ain't that the truth ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
Love love love love loved this, but you know I did. I have a question though as I've been quite inspired...how would you feel if I wrote We Stand Up part 1.5? Aka the part of Brandon's life where he stands up to Alex 👀
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Yeah I think he would have! He’d probably have tried to go to a Kill the lights tour f they didn’t join a festival line up! And yeah definitely, in my head hooked up whenever they were on bills again and if they were near each other on tours😏
Exactly! I mean I based that more on the pics you used in your Jay and Brandon fics, because he looks so different! And yeah he’s not sure Jay would recognise him cause he looked so different or remember him which would make anyone nervous (although probably heightened from that)
Yeah I didn’t wanna add any specific names but of course he would recognise people, but he is a man on a mission.😏 and yeah he was so glad cause he was worried he might not find him. Awww yeah it makes me wanna hug him having these thoughts
Yeah it’s so sweet them getting out from both of them and being better for it. 🖤 Hehee yeah!
I’m not surprised you said that! I did consider it happening in this but it didn’t really fit but maybe (i have possible ideas for a third part oop)
Yeah exactly! He was also surprised Jay had a sub because of how he remembered Jay being👀 but yeah I also wanted him to mention he had seen health bdsm relationships on the scene so he wasn’t immediately turned away. And yeah! Callum being dressed normally with just the collar is such an image👀
Yeah! I loved that part it’s so cute! (I almost had h8m adding his fav song was I insomnia too👀) and awww that’s cute hee!
Yeah Jay wanted to be sure that he was comfortable! He’d have been like that with anyone, but especially so with Brandon. And yeah💜 I figured Alex might have marked him (or if not just mocked his appearance and put him down) and now he has the confidence to be naked
And yeah! He really loves how big he is now and peoples reactions to it. Now it definitely turns him on! And yeah I figured Callum has had at least one big guys (I’m looking at you Rich) but Brandon is 👀👀
Yeah he had those thoughts and he didn’t wanna do something to unintentionally hurt him and ruin the moment. But yeah he still has a lot to learn/unlearn
The image just came to me and I had to do it👀
originally it was gonna end when the sex ended, but then I had the thought during uni stiff of them talking and I had to include it. Yeah they’re both in such good places now and so🖤🖤
YEAH I love that line too cause it’s so right🖤🖤
I’m so so glad that you did! I really loved doing this and I might do a part 3😅 but sure if you feel inspired to! Let me know if you want thoughts
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Absolutely! And maybe he will if they ever tour the US or one of their tours coincides with some European dates 🤪
Yeah he underwent a proper transformation! When they came back off their hiatus (in my icon is how he looked just before the hiatus) he came back all buff, shaved head and bulky, haha, clearly the start of him stepping out of the background. I love that he still wears his eyeliner and black nail polish though 😍 Same with Marc, when they went on hiatus he was this pretty emo boy and then comes back as this meathead with a massive beard looking like he belongs in a hardcore band 🤣🤣
Yeah Atreyu is a decent size band with lots of tours and festivals under their belt, they must know tonnes of people.
Yes you can see how much better the pair are for ditching Alex and Tuck :)
Well I'm all eyes for a third part, would it take place after this one?
Insomnia is a fucking banger, what can I say??
Yeah I got the impression Jay would have been like that with everyone but yeah, it definitely feels like he is treading a little more.carefully with Brandon because of his history; whilst he doesn't know the specifics you can tell he has filled in the gaps in his knowledge simply by assuming correctly!
The transition to him liking his dick was amazing ngl 🥰😍🥰
I think it worked better finishing where it did, rather than after the sex ended. It was nice to tie up the loose ends.
Yes it's the perfect line!!!
You should definitely do a part three, but I'm not biased at all 🙃😌 but yeah I'd love to write Brandon finally turning on Alex providing you weren't going to do it yourself.
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Yeah exactly!
Wait what? That’s so wild how different he looks! Ohh he does I’d like to see it👀oh wow that’s wild!
Exactly! Funnily (causa your kinkverse fic) I saw one tour they’re doing has black veil brides the same day!
It really is! I’ve not listened to the album too much (causa uni and stuff) but that’s definitely a fav
They really are🖤
I’m gonna put all the thoughts for part 3 at the end of this👀
Yeah he figured Alex was at least as controlling as Tuck, so had that in mind. 💜
Yeah! I love it😄
Yeah same here, I liked that too🧡
It is!
I wasn’t intending on doing it so feel free too!🧡
As for part 3, I have three possible thoughts, one causa your comment!
*Jay sucking off Brandon (either on another day of the festival, though this could be second idea)
*Brandon goes to Jay’s place in Brighton for a more kinky session between the three of them
*Brandon gets a boyfriend/sub for himself, though I’ve no idea who
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I know right 🤣 he has gained a bit of weight since taking the frontman role, I guess it's not as intense as going ape shit on the drums every night ahaha 🤣 But yeah quite a lot of their recent music videos he still has the eyeliner and nail polish, lol. Drowning he has eyeliner and nail polish (although the eyeliner gets washed off quickly in the water), same in God/Devil, and Watch Me Burn has loads of eyeliner lol. Dan always tends to wear makeup too!
All those ideas sound interesting btw :) although I don't know if he would be willing to do kink stuff just judging on the PTSD from Alex, it might be a little much? Also boyfriend/sub idea sounds very interesting! Although I don't know who to choose either, haha, I'm not familiar with many American bands to be honest. I'd be tempted to say Kyle but I don't know why 🤣
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It suits him! Heee. Ohh I’ll have to look at those to see what he looks like with them👀
Oh yay! I’m so tempted to do one but it depends if I get specific inspiration for any of them! I feel if I did the second it’d start with Jay telling him he doesn’t have to do anything he wants to/can leave if he wants beforehand but we’ll see! And yeah that’s the stumbling thing on that one! I guess if anyone comes to mind (or comes if naturally if I do more with Jay first) then we’ll see
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Still love the way Brandon now gets off on being told he is big 👀
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Heheh of course!