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shadowhive) wrote2020-04-13 05:03 pm
Mood apathetic
So I’ve not done a proper post in about a week. I’ve not done any of the things I was going to namely, finish the kroppcest fic, watch Clone Wars, go on Fallen Order, read Black Spire or start the Dragon Prince. This is mostly due to me being pretty exhausted lately which, bleh.
I did finish the special features of Doctor Who season 19, so I’m ready to start season 12 tonight. I also managed to read some of my Who magazine.
The last few days have been a bit bleh too. On Saturday we went to try and get mums meds which was a waste of time since boots had odd times and had two hours closed. It was also hot so it was exhausting and would have been a waste of time if it wasn’t for me going in the m and s food bit. The queue to get in was long and it was too hot, but I used my change on the hot cross buns they had, including some chilli cheese ones.
It meant I wasn’t doing what I was supposed to do, which was the animal crossing fishing tourney. I got the silver trophy but I coulda got gold if I hadn’t been so disrupted.
The night instead of watching The Clone Wars I ended up watching a film on horror called Howl, which was about werewolves and a train stopping in the middle of the woods. Why is it horror films are always full of pricks and idiots? I’m glad the one dick died at the end.
Yesterday I was glad cause bunny day was over on AC, though I shoulda traded in some of the eggs. I still haven’t found the amiibo card’s that I have, ugh.
I had one Easter egg while watching Death On The Nile and then watched the usual stuff. We also had some booze left over from Christmas. I checked if there was Easter eggs cheap up at the co-op but there was none and it was a bit like an obstacle course.
Unfortunately the night took a nose dive, due to a conversation with Milo turning bad and it meant I had a bad sleep all of last night. Meh I still feel bleh because of it.
Today I’ve just been watching tv and dozing, but that’s it really. I might try writing later but I’ve failed lately at it so.
I did finish the special features of Doctor Who season 19, so I’m ready to start season 12 tonight. I also managed to read some of my Who magazine.
The last few days have been a bit bleh too. On Saturday we went to try and get mums meds which was a waste of time since boots had odd times and had two hours closed. It was also hot so it was exhausting and would have been a waste of time if it wasn’t for me going in the m and s food bit. The queue to get in was long and it was too hot, but I used my change on the hot cross buns they had, including some chilli cheese ones.
It meant I wasn’t doing what I was supposed to do, which was the animal crossing fishing tourney. I got the silver trophy but I coulda got gold if I hadn’t been so disrupted.
The night instead of watching The Clone Wars I ended up watching a film on horror called Howl, which was about werewolves and a train stopping in the middle of the woods. Why is it horror films are always full of pricks and idiots? I’m glad the one dick died at the end.
Yesterday I was glad cause bunny day was over on AC, though I shoulda traded in some of the eggs. I still haven’t found the amiibo card’s that I have, ugh.
I had one Easter egg while watching Death On The Nile and then watched the usual stuff. We also had some booze left over from Christmas. I checked if there was Easter eggs cheap up at the co-op but there was none and it was a bit like an obstacle course.
Unfortunately the night took a nose dive, due to a conversation with Milo turning bad and it meant I had a bad sleep all of last night. Meh I still feel bleh because of it.
Today I’ve just been watching tv and dozing, but that’s it really. I might try writing later but I’ve failed lately at it so.
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I read an interesting piece the other day where a therapist was complaining at length about this attitude of "now is a great time to learn a new skill/achieve something amazing and make the most of lockdown" that keeps floating around online. Basically, her argument was that that was utter bollocks because we are all grieving and traumatised (for our lost normality, it not for anyone in particular) and frankly, psychologically, all of our energy is focused on survival, so it's okay not to be achieving/learning/doing.
So, yeah, in short it is okay not to be okay *hugs*
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Exactly! I’m annoyed by it too. That mentality really pisses me off so much.
*hugs*
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I normally go out looking for reduced Easter eggs, but it's a big nope for that this year. My one Henrietta Hen will be plenty.
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Aww that’s a shame. We had a few from the shopping (and when I went to home bargains the other week)
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